Monday, March 29, 2010

Dan Imajinasi Itu Mulai Luntur


Maaf,
Mungkin memang salah saya terlalu banyak berharap
Salah saya mengembangkan imaji
Salah saya percaya pada mimpi

Tadinya saya kira tidak ada salahnya menunggu keajaiban datang.

Tapi ternyata itu cuma buang-buang waktu.


You are not worth the wait, but it's not your fault though.
Anyway I hate having this as my 100th post.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

It's Not and Never Been Real




This is awesome! I've been craving for this kind of path to take a photograph. Is there any place like this in Jakarta?

This is why I love New York, accidentally, while watching Gossip Girl. Central Park is such a huge yet so beautiful playground. Mmm, can't find it in here. They are more interested in building a shopping center. Perhaps a small green lawn will do fine. I need to travel to somewhere. I'm bored of this life already.
I want to be a New Yorker! If to be a Londoner is that impossible.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Kalkulator

Hari Selasa minggu lalu gue les fisika. Karena di sekolah juga lagi ngebahas suhu dan kalor, jadi gue juga belajar suhu dan kalor. Berhubung angkanya jelek dan gue gak pernah bisa ngitung kalo angkanya mulai ribuan atau koma-komaan, gue pinjem kalkulator si guru fisika. Kalkulatornya ada bekas dicoret-coret pake stabilo pink-pink gitu lah intinya. Abis gue pake, gue gak langsung balikin ke guru gue tapi, taro dulu di meja kali-kali aja akan dipake lagi.

Tiba-tiba guru mat gue masuk, ngambil map absensi, terus keluar lagi. Waktu ketemu angka jelek lagi, gue berniat pake kalkulator aja biar cepet, eh ternyata kalkulator pinky itu raib. Ilang. Gak ada di tempat gue taro terakhir kali. Padahal gua taro itu tepat di depan gue. Mulai horor. Karena gue kira mungkin aja si guru mat minjem kalkulator gak bilang-bilang, maka gue berinisiatif minjem kalkulator si guru mat, kali-kali aja dia ngasih kalkulator yg dia pinjem. Ternyata minjemin kalkulatornya sendiri. Makin horor. Fyi, satu ruangan itu cuma ada gue dan guru fisika gue itu. Udah grasak-grusuk nyariin kalkulator sampe pojokan ruangan, dalem tas juga gak ada. Masa kalkulator segede gitu ilang?

Mulai panik. Parah. Itu pertama kalinya gue ngalamin kejadian mistis. Tiba-tiba keinget cerita Bella lagi gunting-gunting huruf di majalah terus meleng dikit dan huruf J nya ilang. Tapi mending itu huru bisa digunting lagi, ini kalkulator man! ..... Udah seminggu ilang masih belom ketemu juga. Gue dan si guru fisika juga udah pasrah aja. Berarti itu pengalaman pertama gue dengan hal mistis. (Gue udah merinding gak berani lama-lama disitu jadi langsung cabut).

Kemaren gua ketemu si guru mat dan dia nanya, "Kamu ketinggalan kalkulator gak?" terus gue bilang enggak dan mungkin aja itu punya guru fisika gue. Terus gue ceritakan secara lengkap insiden Selasa minggu lalu. Dan dia cuma jawab santai, "Loh, itu kan aku yang ambil, aku kira kalkulator punyaku jadi aku ambil deh. Tapi ternyata bukan." -_____- dan ternyata dia emang punya kalkulator banyak jadi waktu itu gue dipinjemin salah satunya.

Hikmah yang bisa kita ambil: punya kalkulator satu aja, gausah banyak-banyak.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

3.14


Happy Phi Day! 3.14 or 22/7

Friday, March 12, 2010

Yes, I Do!

I BELIEVE IN KARMA AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT :)

have a nice day, loves ya.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Not Good For Your Brain

I haven't written anything in March? Sorry about that. I'm a little bit busy these days because of school. Yeah, mid term has just finished but they still don't give any days off or even free times. I am not a robot, we are not robots. So don't force us like that. We're not super humans like Einstein, Bill Gates, whatsoever.

I do what I want to do, not what you want me to do. You have done too much intervene in my life and it has been ruined enough. I am happy with my life, I don't need to be the smartest of all because it is not gonna change anything. Man, this life is sucks. Some people might say i won't survive without school blahblahblah. Man, I am the only one who know what the best thing for myself. Not you. And when they say I would be so disappointed one day because of my choice. So what? That is the risk of choosing it, I know that.

And can't you just give us a break? Our brain will burst up too soon. I can't imagine what will I be 3 years ahead.