Don't Look Back In Anger

I Just Love Him

2011-01-31T03:42:00.000-08:00

Whoops, sorry i disappeared for a while. I don't know what to write on this blog, I mean, I ran out of interesting topic to talk about. But well yeah never mind, I currently watching How I Met Your Mother. Neil Patrick Harris is just awesome.

Don't

2010-12-07T06:09:00.000-08:00

Cliche

2010-12-07T05:45:00.000-08:00

Life is not fairy tale

.........

It is way prettier than just a tale

Hmm, Let's Begin Here

2010-12-06T00:17:00.000-08:00

If yesterday's and my latest posts show that I'm so desperate of my life. It's true. I was depressed by a lot of things. Many things happened and I felt loneliness (which is just an impact of my exaggerating side, which is not completely true). I was a negative person, as my bf told me, and yeah it's true. I often think about this and that, well, they're not actually needed, they even wrecked my day.

Til something happened yesterday. I was told about a really touchy-real life story, about a person I hated ( not hate actually, I was jealous of her). And it made my heart cry, I don't know why it sounded so sad and also made me feel sorry that I have hated her for some stupid reasons. I was so shallow-minded. Frankly, she was the one who made someone I know so well changed in a good way. I'm thankful for that.

I'm almost seventeen right now and wondering why I still act like a 14 year old girl? haha. I really want to change. So here I am. A brand new day, a brand new me. I'm no longer a cold hearted and shallow kid anymore. I am different and want to stay like this forever :)

yesitstrue

2010-12-04T00:14:00.000-08:00

"Sampe kapan kamu mau pertahanin sifat kaya gitu?"

and tears fell down

the only reason why i hate you saying that is because i know it's true

i feel weakness

that tough girl who smiled even when her heart was crying, she's not here anymore

-empty

2010-11-23T01:02:00.000-08:00

Akhir-akhir ini saya merasa kosong

Mungkin bukan cuma akhir-akhir ini

GRASSLAND

2010-11-17T04:45:00.000-08:00

I desperately need green grass land, blue sky, commulus cloud, and fresh air
Currently interested in living in a village
No more busy town
No more rush hours

Just you, me, and our shack

Temenin ke sana dong somebody pleaseeee :D

Hanya Ini Yang Bisa Saya Lakukan

2010-11-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

Bencana Merapi. Mengerikan memang. Mau jadi relawan ke sana tapi mana dibolehin. Headline Kompas hari ini, kemarin, kemarinnya lagi, bikin hati rasanya mau nangis. Tapi nangis juga gak ngubah apa-apa. Untuk saat ini saya cuma bisa berdoa, untuk yang meninggal, untuk yang kehilangan, juga untuk semua orang supaya hatinya ikut tergerak untuk ngasih bantuan. Sekarang ini bersyukurlah karena kita yang ngebantu, bukan yang dibantu.

noideaforthetitle:p

2010-10-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

when everyone dances, plays their musical instruments, paints, acts....

I SING

WELL. AT LEAST I THINK I DO.

sounds ridiculous huh? because nobody knows i ever sing
my voice is not so entertaining
i sing for myself
to cheer myself up

:)

Ckck

2010-10-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

untuk ke sana.....mustahil. nyaris sih.

memangnya dalam dua tahun bisa apa?

makin banyak lembaran itu dikembalikan, saya selangkah makin ketinggalan

sekalinya saya ketinggalan, peluang makin menutup diri

saat peluang menutup diri, jarak semakin jadi masalah

setelah jarak bermasalah

apa saya masih mampu? kalau saya mampu, sampai kapan batasnya? kalau ternyata tak terbatas? menyerah di tempat? begitu saja? selesai sudah?

ternyata hidup tidak semudah yang saya kira ya

Boredom

2010-10-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

Halo lagi! Saya lagi ada janji sama orang dari 30 menit yang lalu tapi sampe sekarang kok dia belom muncul ya? Hmm daritadi di kontek juga gak respon, padahal dia mau ngabarin. Daritadi saya nungguin di depan komputer, bosan gak tau mau ngapain. Akhirnya buka lagi deh blog ini, kangen juga udah lama ya gak curhat di sini. Jadi kangen posts lama, bongkar lagi, baca-baca lagi, senyum sendiri, mewek juga. If only there's a time machine, tapi sayangnya belom ada ya. Padahal pasti banyak yang mau beli (terutama orang-orang seperti saya)

Barusan liat jam. Batas toleransi saya tinggal 20 menit lagi. Cek hape lagi. Dia ngabarin "not sure, lagi ada acara" hmm hmm hmm oke aja deh. Daripada gak oke, nanti urusannya malah makin panjang. Kalo gitu sia-sia dong saya melumut di depan komputer selama 40 menit ++ ini. Ya kan? Yah intinya kalo gak yakin bisa ditepati, ya jangan bikin janji. Udah ah, saya jadi melantur dan kembali curhat ke sini. Saya off dulu ya. Janji nya batal, jadi ngapain ditungguin lagi? Oke deh. Gnight :)

A Sweet One

2010-10-06T04:59:00.000-07:00

"If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same"

Lagu yang bikin semua wanita klepek-klepek

and yeah me so likeeeey (Y)

Ironic

2010-09-28T06:21:00.000-07:00

"I found the paradox. that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." -Mother Theresa

yeah. will do.

Only If I Were........

2010-09-23T02:35:00.000-07:00

I can't be more jealous.
Paris? Best friend? You've got the best
Just the two of us. We talk, we walk, we shop, we had a brunch. Like we're sisters
Let's explore the city and see what we'll find. Live dangerously!

The V and G Word

2010-09-23T01:57:00.000-07:00

Halo. Akhirnya saya tobat menelantarkan blog ini HAHA! Maaf ya blog saya jarang nengokin kamu. Abisan sibuk di sekolah, biasalah anak SMA. Biasalah anak SMA, tontonannya juga film abege hahaha

1. The Salvatores
Saya lagi tergila-gila sama vampires. Eits tapi bukan The Cullens, mereka mah basi. Ada yang lebih gaul dan cool dan lebih rasional (dikit).
Naksir abis-abisan sama Damon, tapi kadang Stefan sweet, tapi Damon hot, tapi tapi tapi... #labil yah intinya mereka berdua adorable.

Stefan is sweet, but Damon is a hottie. You choose haha!

2. Chuck Bass
Manusia peka yang satu ini akhirnya bertobat hahahah dan berubah jadi supersweeeeet <3
I personally think either Chuck or Ed Westwick should stop playing around and find a true love.
They are my favourite couple, jadi sayang banget kalo beneran harus putus.

@nail_polish says: who needs a vampire in a volvo when there's a Chuck Bass in a limo?

so true.

(Not) A Love Letter

2010-09-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

Thankyou for this amazing one month, and of course, still keep going :p

Baik-baik ya di sana

Tenang aja, di sini bakal baik-baik aja, masih ada Castey kok yang setia nemenin hahaha

Inget janji, fokus belajar, Januari jangan lupa pulang samperin sasa. Oke?

Yang di sini gak kangen koook. Beneran. Nyehehehe boong deh.

Nasional.Is.Me

2010-08-16T23:42:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN INDONESIA!

semoga panjang umur

Nah :)

2010-08-03T04:52:00.000-07:00

i know you are. yes i know for sure. this is the reason why you always see a happy face of mine. because you are the one, and you know that.

A Huge Smile For You

2010-07-24T21:33:00.000-07:00

"i like to smile, that's my favourite. you make me smile, that makes you my favourite too"

"sometimes your joy is the source of your smile. but sometimes your smile can be the source of my joy"

(i should) (maybe)

2010-07-23T23:55:00.000-07:00

(i should):
write more
tell you more stories
be more organized
ask more more more and more
stop imagining
do you more favor (you always do me much)
not leave you for a sleep without telling
spend extra time together with you guys
__________________________________________________

(maybe):
maybe this is just a dream i don't want to wake up from,
the first time i feel a real life is more than just awesome than a dream,
the one is coming

this one is real

When Everything Makes Me Keep On Silent

2010-07-06T04:07:00.000-07:00

dari awal dua orang sudah terluka

hanya karena satu hal kecil yang jadi faktor pemicu
empat orang tersedot ke dalamnya terdiam

yang tiga menangis, yang satu mungkin mendendam

benteng kokoh yang dibangun dengan susah payah untuk menjadi pengaman, hancur porak poranda seketika

yang satu terlanjur berjanji. janjinya tak disangka menghancurkan hati yang lain

yang satu menyindir dengan datar. yang satunya tersinggung namun tak mampu membalas

yang satu memutuskan untuk melupakan dalam diam

yang lain putus asa, menangis sejadi-jadinya.

untitled

2010-06-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

Dengan terpaksa saya mau tidak mau dihadapkan pada dua pilihan

Yang pertama, yang dari awal tidak saya pedulikan karena saya memang tidak tertarik

Kosong, mustahil, akan menggantung di akhir cerita, itu yang kedua.

It Certainly Is

2010-06-18T00:13:00.000-07:00

I am supporting these teams

What people said?

England, plays so badly nowadays // Their goal keeper sucks // It's not the era of England

Germany, one of the strongest // Potentially a champion // still unbeatable

Argentina, a miracle team // well-ordered team work and coach // The real Argentina is back

I'm personally hoping England will come out as a winner when I know it's an almost impossible mission. They play nice, but not impressive for a former winner.
But well, who knows? Jabulani is circular. Anything can happen. World Cup is unpredictable

HEY!

2010-06-06T03:01:00.000-07:00

It's been a very long time (three weeks) since I wrote on this blog. I'm kinda miss it really. Weird, isn't it? Sometimes I wonder why people not write on theirs for weeks. And it bumped me, I had no idea what to write and I read another blogs instead and abandoned mine. Wooh pathetic me. Well maybe I should catch up with whats-with-life thingy. Here you go.

10. I smile much more than I breathe
9. Makin males pake inggris jadi indo aje ye, gue makin males les inggris. Males tidur, males makan, males semuanya
8. Tiba-tiba punya obsesi sama yang namanya Nudie Jeans dan jaket jeans
7. Jadi autis (bukan makin autis karena dulu gue gak autis)
6. Kepengin kerja. Karena gue pernah ngerasain kerja dan lumayan enak dibandingin sekolah. Dapet makan, digaji pula
5. Tetep mau jadi donatur ato apapun yang berguna buat ngebersihin sifat busuk masyarakat indo
4. Sering liat 5:55 hahaha lucu ya. Gak lucu ya? Gue udah gak peduli lagi sih. Santai
3. Akhirnya mereka jadian, uhuy. Gue ikut seneng kok :)
2. Kalo yang nomor 10 itu smile more than breathe, mungkin lebih tepat dibilang laugh more than smile
1. Situasi merumit, sampe detik ini gue bisa liat perkembangannya. Gue gak mau terlibat.

Oke itu aja. Sorry kalo untuk ke depannya gue akan lebih sering absen di blogspot. Microblogging lebih praktis sih. Bye. Salam gaul dari Sasa.

Peduli

2010-05-12T00:44:00.000-07:00

Senin-Selasa kemaren gue dikasih nonton National Geographic berhubungan dengan pencemaran lingkungan gitu. Film itu ngebahas tentang isu-isu global warming, forest fire, makhluk laut dst dst. Waktu liat film yang tentang makhluk laut, gue kasian banget sama ikan hiu. Jadi, banyak ikan hiu ditangkepin di laut, dipotongin semua siripnya, terus dibalikin lagi ke laut. Dan siripnya dijadiin .... shark fin soup? Bayangin, dia udah gak bisa berenang, badannya udah berdarah-darah, udah gak punya sirip sama sekali, dan dilempar gitu aja balik ke laut! Sirip ikan gak akan bisa numbuh lagi kan? Ribuan ato bahkan jutaan dari mereka dibunuhin cuma buat dijadiin bisnis makanan.

Ada juga cerita tentang polar bear yang makin kurus dan susah nyari makanan karena es-es di kutub udah mulai mencair, jadi dia susah untuk nangkep anjing laut sebagai makanannya karena gak ada lagi tempat buat si polar bear nungguin anjing laut lewat, semuanya udah jadi air. Bagian-bagian yang masih berupa es tinggal dikit banget. Karena apa? Gara-gara lubang di lapisan zon besarnya udah sampe segede Amerika dan Rusia. Gak ada lagi yang bisa menghalangi matahari masuk seluruhnya ke bumi. Hutan-hutan dibakar. Hutan-hutan ditebangin. Illegal logging, terus kayu-kayunya dijualin buat dirinya sendiri atau hutannya dijadiin kawasan industri ato perumahan.

Orang-orang ngomel, katanya dunia panas lah, udah kaya mau meleleh lah. Tapi itu semua gara-gara siapa? Penyebab utamanya siapa? Manusia kan. Gue, elo, kita, mereka. Jutaan ato bahkan milyaran makhluk hidup mati karena manusia.
Lo ngomel panas, lo nyalahin dunia internasional yang gak becus nanganin isu ini. Tapi lo sendiri udah ngapain? Disuruh ikutan earth hour yang cuma satu jem matiin listrik aja gak mau kan? Disuruh buang sampah kertas di tempat sampah kertas bukan di tempat plastik, lo gak mau kan? Untuk bumi lo, tempat tinggal lo aja lo gak mau ngelakuin hal sekecil itu. Kita gak pantes ngeluh tentang pemanasan global karena karena kita sendirilah pemanasan global itu ada. Yang sekarang bisa kita lakukan adalah mencegah pemanasan global mulai dari hal-hal sederhana. Misal: jangan nyalain AC 24 jam, kalo mau tidur aja nyalainnya. Ato jangan ke tempat-tempat yang cuma 5 menit jalan kaki aja lo harus naik mobil. Jangan tiap hari online komputer terus-terusan. Kalo gak ada orang di rumah ya listriknya dimatiin aja.
Simpel kan?

Ada quotes yang gue suka : "Satu orang butuh 10 pohon untuk memenuhi oksigen dalam hidupnya. Karena itu ayo tanem 10 pohon buat diri kalian masing-masing. Jangan ngambil jatah pohon orang lain untuk diri kalian."

Dan ada juga : "Saat pohon terakhir sudah ditebang, saat sungai terakhir sudah tercemar, saat ikan terakhir sudah ditangkap, pada saat itu kita baru sadar uang tak bisa dimakan."

What's Yours?

2010-05-05T01:56:00.000-07:00

Sudah lama gak buka blog. Penyebabnya? Sekolah. Ya, sekolah. Erm, bukan sekolah sih sebenernya pelajaran lebih banyak menyita waktu saya. Kalo ditanya saya suka sekolah apa enggak, jawabannya pasti saya suka banget sekolah, tanpa sekolah saya gak akan ketemu mereka-mereka yang begitu peduli sama saya. Tapi saya benci sekali sama apa yang wajib kita lakukan di sekolah. Saya membenci banyak sekali pelajaran plus beberapa guru yang mengajar. Saya capek. Saya jenuh. Saya bosan. Tiap hari cuma belajar teori tapi prakteknya nihil. Untuk apa bangun jam 05.20 pagi dikekang hampir tujuh jam. Pulang sekolah masih harus terbebani urusan ini itu yang tentunya masih berhubungan dengan tugas dan ulangan sampai larut malam. Katanya sih supaya bisa meraih cita-cita. Katanya. Tapi cita-cita saya itu dunia nyata kok, bukan dunia buku, bukan dunia tulisan, bukan sekadar teori. Cita-cita saya itu dunia nyata, gak butuh afalan, cuma butuh praktek aja. Makanya saya capek begini terus. Saya mau cepet-cepet terjun ke lapangan dan punya peranan langsung di sana.

You're Gonna Live Forever

2010-04-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

Impressive live action from a Gallagher.

"I personally came to the River Plate Stadium is in 1989 when I was a golden... I'm playing here tonight after all these years. It's twenty years ago when I first came here"

When you almost cried, we all know how much you love the band and how difficult to leave, how much you're gonna miss playing with them.
Hardly saying it, but words are not needed. Your voice and gestures expressed it thoroughly.
No one will forget you. Live forever in their heart and also mine. You are legend (Y)

Obsessed

2010-04-06T21:57:00.000-07:00

Suatu saat dia terbangun di hamparan padang rumput hijau yang luas

Tepat saat mata terbuka, tampak kastil tua yang kokoh
Sebagian terhalang oleh semak-semak dan pohon
Ada kicauan sekelompok kecil burung yang sedang beterbangan
Sungai meliuk-liuk di sekeliling kastil
Berenang angsa-angsa cantik di tengah danau mungil
Dan untuk membuat mimpinya semakin sempurna,
Gaun cokelat muda yang nampak tebal dan berat melapisi setiap sentimeter tubuhnya
Dengan rumbai pada kedua ujung lengannya
Dengan rok yang melebar dan panjangnya sampai menyapu tanah
Dan tali-tali yang megeratkan gaunnya hingga ia tampak kesulitan bernapas
Sungguh menyenangkan menjadi seorang tuan putri

Hanya dalam mimpi, segalanya tanpa cacat

Dan Imajinasi Itu Mulai Luntur

2010-03-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

Maaf,
Mungkin memang salah saya terlalu banyak berharap
Salah saya mengembangkan imaji
Salah saya percaya pada mimpi

Tadinya saya kira tidak ada salahnya menunggu keajaiban datang.

Tapi ternyata itu cuma buang-buang waktu.

You are not worth the wait, but it's not your fault though.
Anyway I hate having this as my 100th post.

It's Not and Never Been Real

2010-03-24T17:45:00.000-07:00

This is awesome! I've been craving for this kind of path to take a photograph. Is there any place like this in Jakarta?

This is why I love New York, accidentally, while watching Gossip Girl. Central Park is such a huge yet so beautiful playground. Mmm, can't find it in here. They are more interested in building a shopping center. Perhaps a small green lawn will do fine. I need to travel to somewhere. I'm bored of this life already.
I want to be a New Yorker! If to be a Londoner is that impossible.

Kalkulator

2010-03-19T22:52:00.000-07:00

Hari Selasa minggu lalu gue les fisika. Karena di sekolah juga lagi ngebahas suhu dan kalor, jadi gue juga belajar suhu dan kalor. Berhubung angkanya jelek dan gue gak pernah bisa ngitung kalo angkanya mulai ribuan atau koma-komaan, gue pinjem kalkulator si guru fisika. Kalkulatornya ada bekas dicoret-coret pake stabilo pink-pink gitu lah intinya. Abis gue pake, gue gak langsung balikin ke guru gue tapi, taro dulu di meja kali-kali aja akan dipake lagi.

Tiba-tiba guru mat gue masuk, ngambil map absensi, terus keluar lagi. Waktu ketemu angka jelek lagi, gue berniat pake kalkulator aja biar cepet, eh ternyata kalkulator pinky itu raib. Ilang. Gak ada di tempat gue taro terakhir kali. Padahal gua taro itu tepat di depan gue. Mulai horor. Karena gue kira mungkin aja si guru mat minjem kalkulator gak bilang-bilang, maka gue berinisiatif minjem kalkulator si guru mat, kali-kali aja dia ngasih kalkulator yg dia pinjem. Ternyata minjemin kalkulatornya sendiri. Makin horor. Fyi, satu ruangan itu cuma ada gue dan guru fisika gue itu. Udah grasak-grusuk nyariin kalkulator sampe pojokan ruangan, dalem tas juga gak ada. Masa kalkulator segede gitu ilang?

Mulai panik. Parah. Itu pertama kalinya gue ngalamin kejadian mistis. Tiba-tiba keinget cerita Bella lagi gunting-gunting huruf di majalah terus meleng dikit dan huruf J nya ilang. Tapi mending itu huru bisa digunting lagi, ini kalkulator man! ..... Udah seminggu ilang masih belom ketemu juga. Gue dan si guru fisika juga udah pasrah aja. Berarti itu pengalaman pertama gue dengan hal mistis. (Gue udah merinding gak berani lama-lama disitu jadi langsung cabut).

Kemaren gua ketemu si guru mat dan dia nanya, "Kamu ketinggalan kalkulator gak?" terus gue bilang enggak dan mungkin aja itu punya guru fisika gue. Terus gue ceritakan secara lengkap insiden Selasa minggu lalu. Dan dia cuma jawab santai, "Loh, itu kan aku yang ambil, aku kira kalkulator punyaku jadi aku ambil deh. Tapi ternyata bukan." -_____- dan ternyata dia emang punya kalkulator banyak jadi waktu itu gue dipinjemin salah satunya.

Hikmah yang bisa kita ambil: punya kalkulator satu aja, gausah banyak-banyak.

3.14

2010-03-13T19:45:00.000-08:00

Happy Phi Day! 3.14 or 22/7

Yes, I Do!

2010-03-12T02:51:00.000-08:00

I BELIEVE IN KARMA AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT :)

have a nice day, loves ya.

Not Good For Your Brain

2010-03-07T02:15:00.000-08:00

I haven't written anything in March? Sorry about that. I'm a little bit busy these days because of school. Yeah, mid term has just finished but they still don't give any days off or even free times. I am not a robot, we are not robots. So don't force us like that. We're not super humans like Einstein, Bill Gates, whatsoever.

I do what I want to do, not what you want me to do. You have done too much intervene in my life and it has been ruined enough. I am happy with my life, I don't need to be the smartest of all because it is not gonna change anything. Man, this life is sucks. Some people might say i won't survive without school blahblahblah. Man, I am the only one who know what the best thing for myself. Not you. And when they say I would be so disappointed one day because of my choice. So what? That is the risk of choosing it, I know that.

And can't you just give us a break? Our brain will burst up too soon. I can't imagine what will I be 3 years ahead.

Don't Take This Seriously

2010-02-27T06:13:00.001-08:00

Everyone is in love and I don't even know whom i love nowadays, I just love myself -__- My girl friends at school and me regularly (not that regularly but so frequently) have a hahahihi about fate, panic age, and everything that goes with love. I just have no plan to the next few weeks or months as my age goes 17. Man, I am a weirdo! I am hardly trying to pretend like there's nothing to worry. But the what is the effing truth? This really is a super-unimportant post, I have a identity crisis. These days. Don't take this seriously, okay?

Funny Thing With Black And White

2010-02-19T00:34:00.000-08:00

I Finally Understand Why They Used To Be That Famous

2010-02-16T04:32:00.000-08:00

Because he (Harrison), Starr, Lennon, and Mccartney were just too amazing to be true. And they played impressively fabulous.

I am crazy about them lately. Dad and my brother was talking about what The Beatles' songs are famous (we didn't know much about them) he told us some titles and I knew I never heard any of them. We searched them on youtube and... Voila! We had heard all of them and just didn't know who sings those songs and what the titles are. No wonder why everybody knows them. Their songs are still sung and played ever since the 60 s.

All I want to say is: The Beatles might have been the best band ever.
*I will put their music videos later.

Wish Me Luck

2010-02-07T02:17:00.000-08:00

Five words describe me lately:
Lonely, moody, gloomy, careless, unlucky.
Such a perfect thing to start a February

I am out of luck.
The Goddess of fortune is running away from my side.
Just like everyone else do.

I miss past times
Past is always so much better than the present.
That's why I need a time machine.

Still regret something that I should have done from June 2007.
Yeah, June 2007 was my turning point.
Now it's just too late to fix anything.

And then I'm stuck with these frustrating days.
I want to cry, but I don't.
Because I have promised to myself.
Sigh, I think I got the most complicated and unsolvable life problem.

I make my blog a rubbish bin, sorry. Wew, I don't need to apologize, I'm the owner.

You Were Lovable

2010-02-06T00:20:00.000-08:00

And so was your voice. And so are your songs.

Your voice was just as pretty as you looked like.

Karen Anne Carpenter - The Carpenter's vocalist and drummer.
She had the best best best adorable inevitable voice.
Died because of heart failure and anorexia at the age of 32.
Her songs are everlasting.

You should listen to Close To You.
Let her voice make you falling in love. Again and again.

Darkness

2010-01-29T04:00:00.000-08:00

I am afraid of darkness
So don't go
Stay
I'm too scared to move
(this is true, I am an Achluophobic)

This Song Reflects The Latest News Of Me

2010-01-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

PERANGKO, SMA Santa Ursula 2010

2010-01-23T20:21:00.000-08:00

Gue jadi sie keamanan. Seru juga, tapi capeknya itu loh gak nahan. Judulnya aja keamanan, berarti harus menertibkan (tapi saya bukan satpam, tolong dicatat!). Jam tugas dari 13.00 s/d 18.30, tugasnya: rapiin barisan, ngusirin orang yang gerombol2 ngalangin jalan, narikin orang ke aula SD, baik yang dikenal maupun tidak hahaha. Jadi keamanan gak bosen soalnya bisa skalian keliling jalan-jalan.

Tadi ada penampilan PSUMB, BACKSTAGE, MOZAIC tapi gak nonton satupun karena lagi gak kebagian jaga di aula SD. Tapi yasudahlah, suaranya kedengeran sampe ke lantai 2 kok hehehe. Lomba fotografinya bagus-bagus, disain perangko juga oke banget, pimp your bag gak ada yang gak bagus, bandnya juga asik semua, speech gak nonton. Ada GREENLITE!!! Gue fans berat Dania, Ingrid, dan Feby! you are the fascination...jengjengejeng hahahah. Terus ada talkshow dari Jaya Suprana dan Innayah Wahid, tema masih berhubungan dengan pluralitas dsb.

Ketemu Acel, rambutnya beda hahaha jadi kayak cewek banget, dan dia tetap kurus dan tinggi. Ketemu beberapa teman lama.

Perangko Sanur, SUKSES! Semoga semua jadi sadar kalo perbedaan itu menarik, bukannya jadi jurang pemisah. Top deh buat OSIS, buat semua yang terlibat, buat yang isi acara, buat NUJUMAN. Yang gak dateng nyesel boooo.

Undeniable

2010-01-20T00:40:00.000-08:00

Sepertinya saya harus mundur saat ini juga.
Saya capek.
Gak ada gunanya berharap terus
Waktunya realistis.

Have No Topic

2010-01-16T00:14:00.000-08:00

Hey, blog! It's been a while, rite? Err, well, frankly i have no topic to be written. Sorry.
Just, don't forget to attend PERANGKO SANUR 2010
further info: http://perangkosanur2010.wordpress.com/
thanks. And once again, my apology.

Seperti Bukan Saya

2010-01-06T01:10:00.000-08:00

Halo lagi. Saya sedang bosan sama hidup saya, dari dulu sampai sekarang datar-datar aja. Gak ada tantangan atau sesuatu yang baru sama sekali. Enam belas tahun dijejelin hal yang sama terus kan gak seru. Belom mulai besok aja saya udah nebak apa yang akan terjadi seharian besok. Ganti kegiatan kek. Misalnya kalo saya pergi ke sekolah jangan naik mobil, nunggang kuda poni aja, gak mungkin kena macet kan? Atau pelajaran di sekolah seperti biologi, matematika, ekonomi diganti jadi pelajaran panjat-pohon-kamboja, pelajaran menghitung-jumlah-semut-merah, pelajaran menerjemahkan-bahasa-eskimo, atau pelajaran mengukir-kursi-meja-cantik. Kan seru. Berbeda. Unik. Menantang. Setiap bulan beda terus pelajarannya. Digilir tiap kelas.

Lah kalo ini? Pelajaran itu-itu doang, bangun pagi, ke sekolah gak boleh telat 2 menitpun (ini tidak lebai, terbukti kebenarannya. Saya pernah!)
Rutinitas tiap hari:
bangun pagi, ke sekolah, belajar di sekolah, ngedumel di sekolah, pulang sambil tidur di mobil, ngeles, kerja rodi, bisa ngebayangin apa yang akan terjadi besoknya akan mirip sekali dengan hari itu.
Biasanya yang berbeda palingan cuma mimpi waktu saya tidur malem. Mimpinya pinter gitu, menyesuaikan diri dengan apa yang akan terjadi esok hari. Misalnya, besok ulangan umum biologi, pernah saya mimpi kelupaan bawa buku biologi, diculik sebelum ulangan biologi dan gak dikasih susulan, atau beberapa bagian pelajaran biologi masuk ke mimpi saya. Astaga mimpi buruk lagi.

Sebenarnya ada tantangan, tapi saya terlalu takut ngambil tantangan itu. Takut terlalu nganggep serius suatu hal dan berharap terlalu banyak, giliran gak kesampean kan kecewa sendiri. Jujur, saya beberapa kali ngalamin yang itu. Kecewa sendiri, ngomel-ngomel sendiri, sakit ati sendiri. Serba sendiri, karena yang lain cukup tidak tertarik untuk peduli. Saya jadi takut, lebih suka cari aman. Tapi ternyata cari aman itu gak bikin puas, gak bikin seneng. Bikin bosen iya. Yah, intinya saya bosan hidup seperti ini, saya mau menjadi manusai baru, merasakan sesuatu yang seru. Mungkin saya harus punya modal semangat baru kali ya di tahun 2010 ini, meskipun saya tambah tua lagi tahun ini, ganyambung.

Apa Saja Ya?

2009-12-27T19:02:00.000-08:00

It's almost the end of the year so... Mari kita bongkar semua memori kejadian apa aja yang menimpa, menghampiri, melengkapi gua taon ini. Kejadian yang memang pantas dan layak untuk diingat.

Januari

Ngumpulin KARYA TULIS tanggal 29 Januari
Tanggal 29 hari itu juga ada pengumuman penerimaan SMA, gua diterima hehehe nomor peserta 087 kalo gak salah (gak mungkin salah)

Februari

Mulai to-to itu berdatangan
Kayaknya itu doang, gak ada lagi yang penting

Maret

Gua makin cinta sama 93 haha kangen banget sama mereka kalo diinget-inget lagi.

April

PRA UAS atau ulangan umum tapi bahannya dari kelas 7 sampe 9 dan soalnya sadis-sadis aahaha.
Kita ke DUFAN satu angkatan! Semua pake baju putih hahah gapeting. Click for the specific post.
Tanggal 27 sampe 30 UAN

Mei

Ujian praktek, dan gua menjadi amat sangat pesimis bisa lulus UAN karena gua mimpi salah masukin nomor peserta waktu UAN BI hahaha.
Ingat musikalisasi puisi?
Lalu liburan Paskah harus dipake buat belajar UAS. Malesin kan? Ya makanya gua gak belajar haihaiahiha.
Hari terakhir belajar efektif di sekolah tanggal 20 Mei, terus kita bebas libur panjang 2 minggu padahal kelas 7 8 masih pada masuk. Hihihi enaknya jadi kelas 9. Tapi bingung juga sih, waktu itu gua ngerasa enakan masuk sekolah karena di rumah pun gak ada kerjaan. Kangen sekolah banget waktu itu.
Gua mulai membaca novel-novel Sitta Karina dan tergila-gila kepada Nara Hanafiah hahaha.

Juni

Diajak Greita main ASG wow seru banget gak bohong, meskipun lu harus jadi biru-biru besoknya.
Classmeeting! The most loveable activity of the year. Dan mohon diingat bahwa waktu itu gua masih kelas 9, dan betapa enaknya jadi kelas 9. Baju ungu celana hijau :)
Graduation night (20 Juni). Gua gak bisa ngomong banyak, cuma 3 kata yang bisa ngejelasin semuanya: Gua kangen banget. :')
Lulus dengan nem 36.25 yasudahlah ya yang penting lulus, untung mimpi gua cuman mimpi, serem kali kalo beneran.

Juli

Masuk SMA sanur, ya biasalah gak ada sesuatu yang lain, gitu-gitu doang. Dan jujur aja gua sama sekali gak ada semangat waktu itu.
ASG kedua kalinya wow! seru banget parah lebih seru dari yang pertama bahkan.
Berangkat COMOS. Ini baru seru haha. Kita masak loh di sana, meskipun kerjaan gua cuma jadi tukang senter ahahha

Agustus and September and October
i can't remember anything precious that happened, may be there was none.

November

Love comes and sits around me, i don't have any idea what exactly it wants. Love is confusing.

Desember

Ulangan terpadu (gua gak bisa ngerjain hampir semua essay nya hhahaihai) tapi di rapot bagus-bagus aja dan yang penting gak ada yang merah.
Classmeeting, gak terlalu excited karena kelas gua gak menang apa-apa.
Saya enambelas tahun. tua.

Sepertinya ini post terpanjang yang pernah gua tulis sepanjang sejarah bloging. Ah yasudahlah. Selamat tahun baru ya. Buat taon baru gua gak ada resolusi, emang gak pernah ada sih hahah.

The Right Time to Say

2009-12-24T00:39:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS
May the joy warms your heart:)
God bless

p.s. i got my hair cut off

Sixteen Years of Living

2009-12-22T00:01:00.000-08:00

What day is today?
Tuesday?
Report day?
Birthday?

Yes, birthday! It's my birthday :) 22 12 2009 is exactly the day I am turning sixteen. So, happy sweet sixteen Sha. The downside is I am old. But I am old enough to have a boyfriend now yiiiihiiiii. Okay forget that hahaha. And in this happy day, my parents had to go to school to take my report. I am so satisfied because I have no red there ha! Aaaaand to make this day more special some of my besties make a surprise for me :) Hihihihi they are so nice. I love them and I won't wish for any better because I already have the best.

Thank you! Mj, EVelyn , Olen, Feby, Nyanya, SW, Fanie, Vina

THANKYOU is dedicated to every single person who gave me the card and cake, who wished me (sms, facebook, twitter, at school), who prayed for me, who gave presents to me, and everybody who already has the will but hasn't wish me. Hahaha I love you all. Your wishes make me feel alive and let's pray so it will happen. God bless :)

♥

Remember?

2009-12-16T04:47:00.000-08:00

BACKSTREET BOYS || AQUA

WESTLIFE || HANSONS

Good old past times. The all old memories when you were young. I can feel time is moving so fast and barely remember all the things, imagining childhood times, everything. I mean, all of them, exactly all of them. Everything's new, isn't it? I miss them seriously. I haven't heard about Hansons or Aqua anymore. The last thing I know about Hansons is: They came to Jakarta like five or six years ago, and that's it. Aqua? Don't ask. I suddenly talking about them because 1.) Yesterday I watched boyband at school (they can't be more eager, they are rock! And shameless haha) and 2.) because I read an really old dusty biographical book, it's my brother's. He mentioned about 911, Spice Girls, The Moffats, Boyzone, and others. His handwriting was awful though. Do you miss them anyway? By the way, I can't control my emotion lately. Often I feel so happy but it can be turned just in a couple minutes. I am not schizophrenia, I am just too tired and overexcited about the new Shasha. So, sorry if one day I write something weird. Or have I?

Sing and Play

2009-12-12T02:43:00.000-08:00

Gonna write a song so she can see Give her all the love she gives to me Talk of better days that have yet to come Never felt this love from anyone

Should I Be Happy or Anything?

2009-12-12T01:56:00.000-08:00

Lalalalalalalalalal. I guess I am. Crap.

Stop Crying, They Always Be There For You

2009-12-03T06:13:00.000-08:00

FREE HUGS: Hug Strangers

OASIS - Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

I said I won't post anything before 2 weeks. Sorry but I have to post this. I miss everything, I can't stop crying, these days, even weeks, are so awkward for me. And Oasis still stay here with me haha, wondering why they are staying when people are leaving. I need hug. I need warmth. I really do. So pelase do. Anyway me and Dania will do free hugs campaign at school. Because we know, everyone has a need of hugging. This is good.

So Sweet

2009-11-29T05:04:00.000-08:00

So sweet both of you. I'd love to see you go out together. Erm, I love blogging so much lately, but I don't really know what I want to talk about, so sorry if I post some rubbish. I know this blog is not that interesting. Anyway, I am not gonna post anything after 2 weeks from now. It is because of exams. So have fun!

Sincerely

2009-11-27T01:17:00.000-08:00

I give you a giant smile because I am so happy today! I've never felt so happy like this since August. Well, it might be the one of many changes in my life. I am so terribly satisfied, laughing all the time, and I just can't stop smiling. Smiling is the best activity in the world! Aaaaaaaw, I can't handle it. You may think I am moody or crazy but the real me is here. The real me is finally back. I am back! Oh well, if you are trying to make my mood goes down, big fault, it's not affective. I hope I will be this happy for tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the next weeks and forever. I feel so good to be like this.

Sincerely,
Natasha

Hanya Satu

2009-11-26T06:51:00.000-08:00

Apa kamu pernah mendengar cerita tentang seorang anak manusia?
Dia berwujud.
Dia punya tubuh.
Dia berjiwa raga.
Dia seperti manusia.
Dia hampir sama seperti kita.
Hanya satu yang membuatnya berbeda.
Yang membuatnya menjadi amat berbeda...

Hatinya kosong melompong. Di dalam hatinya tidak terdapat apa-apa.
Tidak ada cinta, tidak ada kasih sayang, yang ada hanya kebencian dan dendam.

Maaf, kalau saya bilang kamu menyerupai binatang, tapi memang benar kan?

Google As I Do

2009-11-20T23:34:00.000-08:00

Everytime I get bored I googled. Topic today: Sinkhole. Anyone knows what sinkhole is in Bahasa? I googled then found that sinkhole is a natural disaster which is caused by the removal of soil above water. Never happen in Indonesia perhaps. Are they fantastic, unbelievable, or scary? It makes me shudder honestly, it's a natural disaster, it can happen anywhere and anytime. There are so many more interesting sinkholes but I think these ones are still the prettiest.

Mirnie Diamond Mine - Siberia:

there was a truck!

This sinkhole wasn't natural, people made this to collect diamond underground. They were successfuly did it though.

Diavik Mine - Canada

Human-maid too.

Great Blue Hole - Belize

Underwater cave under the sinkhole

Y ?

2009-11-20T22:15:00.000-08:00

Why girls always see boys from their face, fame, and money?
Why boys always see girls from their face, posture, and popularity?
Why they do not see their talents, their character, goodness, honesty, loyalty, heart?
Why girls are so hurt when boys disappeared without a word?
Why boys do hate when girls going out with somebody else (even they are girls)?
Why girls feel so broken if they broke up?
Why boys can find other girls easily just in a couple minutes?
Why oh why life is definitely confusing and unfair?

Not In Love :p

2009-11-13T04:36:00.000-08:00

There are times. You're so impossible that I should sign a waiver

And you will find. Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go

-The wind blows - AAR

Damn, girl, dry your eyes
You stole my heart, and then you kicked it aside
No, girl you can't see
When he's inside you know there's no room for me
-Damn girl - AAR

Even though I want you. Even though I need you
Even though my heart is screaming, Still believing we could fall in love
Even though I want you. Even though I need you
Even though we won't find better. We can't stay together
-Stay together - Mr.Big

If it sounds like I am broken, it's so not true. I'm happy with my love life. Although sometimes I get bored with it or even frustrated. The reason is school. It drives me crazy and out of control. It really takes my teen spirit and often I feel so old (I am old, but I feel any older). No more 9 pm sleep time. I truly hate it. I feel sleepy all day long, I can't enjoy my Sunday, never sleep well every Sunday night, nightmares come and go after me, I don't have time to read comic books. Well, the last thing is unimportant, but I miss my old daily-routine so badly.

If I Were One of Them

2009-11-07T19:29:00.001-08:00

Crazy night. I enjoyed the day so much. They sang, they danced, they yelled like there's no tomorrow. Wondering why canisians can enjoy their school life, haven't they got homework and exams? I wish I were one of them, I wish so badly.

By the way, it has been exactly a year since I have been writing on my blog.

-

2009-10-28T01:42:00.000-07:00

Karena sejak awal aku memang tidak nampak di matamu, sampai sekarangpun kamu tetap tidak melihatku. Mungkin kamu harus merasakan ini sekali-sekali, sakit tau!

"Jadi kamu mau aku bagaimana?"
"Aku mau kamu mati saja, bodoh. Dasar pembohong"

Huh tau apa kamu? Kamu tidak tahu apa-apa kecuali dirimu sendiri, makhluk egois.

Ditanya A jawab B, kamu ini mengindar atau memang bodoh sih?

Puas kamu? Sukses membuatku frustrasi sepanjang hari.

Untuk apa kamu tahu? Toh kamu juga tidak peduli.

Aku benci saat kamu hanya berkata "haha". Salah sekali, kepalsuanmu terungkap sudah.

Jangan membuat hidupku berputar. Kamu mau membuatku makin menderita?

Aku tidak mau menjatuhkan air mata lagi. Kesalahan terfatal yang pernah kulakukan hanya karena orang idiot seperti kamu.

"Lalu aku ini siapa?" "Bukan siapa-siapa". Sakit.

Tunggu saja, semua rasa sakit yang selama ini kubendung akan kubebankan kepadamu. Tidak sekarang. Tapi tunggu saja, someday I will. Jadi lebih baik kamu waspada, jangan santai-santai saja. Ini semua salahmu.

One Bite and Chew

2009-10-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

A pack of souvenirs finally arrived to my house yesterday. My cousins went to Philippine like months ago, they sent the gifts yesterday. It's kinda really late, huh? Well, never mind. My mind is battling, should I eat less or not. If I should, it will be too hard to struggle against my snacking hobby. If I shouldn't, I am getting fatter (not taller). Great, it's dilemma. I have been eating four polvorons (souvenir from Philipine) today. My favourite: cookies and cream polvoron. So scrumptious. I love all the polvoron flavour actually which makes me fat. Ya ya ya this post is not so important i know.
By the way, I saw The Ugly Truth yesterday. That was cool and sweet ♥. People are falling in love everywhere, everytime, nobody knows. People even can be in love with their enemies one day. Life and love are complicated, aren't they? In real life, my friend(s) are in love too (err it's more appropriate to say they have a crush) and I'm happy for them! Me and Vina little bit sirik sih hahaha. I want to focus on school first, maybe this is not the time yet to think about something goes with love thingy.

2009-10-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hello, I'm back. This is just a quick post so no much talking or writing. I want to tell you about many things here, but I don't think it will be so attractive, so err yah, here you go:
1. I watched how to make Instant Hot Ice video on youtube. At first it's kinda weird to hear "hot ice" because ice is not hot. Just click to find out what "hot ice" is. It's not tricky or anything, it's science.
2. Thanks to Ardania Kirana Putri, (your blog is a wow) for giving me a chance to see Dihantui Tuhan. People are getting away from God. Perhaps they've got money, friends, popularity, or anything, but they don't realize: they're nothing without God. Maybe this post will help.

3. Hahahaha this is silly. I found a self made treasure map, I made it when I was 6. Isn't this stupid; I used to believe in a treasure map which is made by myself? Hahahaha missing my childhood times. Time is moving so fast.

i can't stand you

2009-10-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

Ini bukannya ngomel, tapi gua butuh tempat buat numpahin semuanya tapi gua gatau mau ke mana lagi selain di posting ini karena hari ini gua lagi parah banget sumpah kacau banget. Gua cuma mau bilang ya, dikacangin ato dianggep gak ada itu gak enak banget. Satu hal doang yang gua minta, kalo lo gak suka sama gua yaudah, bilang aja jujur supaya gua bisa ngerubah sikap. Gak perlu ngacangin gua. Gua gak maksa lo untuk nganggep gua sebagai temen lo, karena gua sadar gua terlalu biasa, terlalu datar, terlalu aneh buat jadi temen lo. Tapi please dong, gua juga manusia, bukan tembok, kalo ditanya ya jawab sebisa lo, gak perlu pura-pura gak denger ato apapunlah. Capek hidup kayak gini. Gua udah berasa sabar ya selama ini, tapi gua gak kuat lagi.
Sorry gua tau gak semestinya yang kaya gini dipasang di blog tapi mau gimana lagi.

It's Addictive

2009-09-25T20:56:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, I'm writing again because I have beneficial thing to do. So here I am, sitting in front of my computer, typing on my keyboard, listening to favourite songs. Why is blogging so addictive? The only way to give back my freedom haha writing is free, isn't it? I won't write about school because everything in it are lame. Here we go, I'm talking about a man now. He is an actor, I bet everybody knows them. He has done some movies and TV series and all of his works are amaaaaazing and addictive! Watch his movies over and over again without getting bored, because he is a comedian, he knows how to entertain us

Rowan Atkinson - Mr. Bean. He is just too gifted to act like a man with brain far bellow normal.
In his movies, conversation is really rarely found. He just uses his body language, a simple way to talk but can make people laughing out loud.

This video is my favourite of Mr. Bean TV series. Check this out if you want to laugh out loud

Di Kala Kau Terluka, Dia Selalu Ada

2009-09-22T20:17:00.000-07:00

Untuk apa kau takut kepada hal yang tidak kau tahu
Untuk apa kau percaya pada penebar benci
Untuk apa kau menjadi pemburu kebenaran
Saat kau menyingkap tirai yang menutupi kenyataan
Hatimu terkoyak pisau-pisau tajam kejujuran
Rasanya sakit
Ada baiknya kebohongan itu, mungkin
Menunda waktu kejujuran menyakitimu
Membiarkanmu terbang di angkasa kebahagiaan
Meskipun itu semua palsu
Di kala kau terluka
Tak tahu, bingung mau percaya yang mana
Biarkan dia menuntunmu
Yang tak pernah hilang pergi meninggalkanmu
Dia selalu ada dalam hatimu
Melengkapi semua kekosongan dirimu
Ya, itulah cinta
-Skolastika Natasha Kurniawati-

(Gak nyambung ya? Iya gak nyambung. Tapi cuma itu yang bisa gua ungkapin sekarang ini. Haha gua jadi melankolis ya.)

Totally Random

2009-09-18T19:33:00.000-07:00

What I am reading:

What I just discovered:

What I really really want to eat now:

Seebenernya, gua mau menulis dan memasukkan sesuatu yang lebih menarik, tapi apa ya gua juga gatau. Hari ini hari pertama libur. Bingung. Sekolah bingung, libur juga bingung.
AH yaudah lah gua mau bermalas malasan. Terus nerjain pr mat, terus ke mol cari baju sama kado buat 17annya Michelle nanti sore. Ini post yang sangat tidak mutu, gua tau.

Life's Good

2009-09-12T00:28:00.000-07:00

Beberapa minggu lalu gua sempet frustrasi banget, gua ngerasa gak ada lagi artinya hidup, gua ngerasa gak ada orang yang peduli sama gua, gua ngerasa hidup itu bosenin banget, jauh lebih ngebosenin daripada pelajaran fisika bumt.
Gua mau teriak rasanya, gua perlu sharing, gua perlu ngasih tau apa yang gua rasain ke siapapun orangnya. Tapi apa gunanya? Toh gak ada yang peduli sama apapun yang gua tulis sama apapun yang gua omongin.

Ada satu temen gua, yang mungkin dia pernah ngerasain hal-hal yang sama kaya gua. Gua sering baca blognya dia, menurut gua dia pinter banget nulis, dia kreatif! Dia bisa mengungkapkan apa yang dia rasain tentang loneliness, love, and other life stuff. Dan dulu gua cuma baca, gua gak berusaha memberi support, gua cuma nikmatin apa yang dia tulis. ITU DOANG.
Baru-baru ini, gua baca blognya lagi, kagum sama tulisannya dan gua jadi mikir; Gua tau banget rasanya kesepian di mana gak ada satu orang pun yang punya rasa simpati ke elo. Gua pernah ngerasain dan gua gak mau ngerasain hal-hal kayak gitu lagi.
Gua mau berubah, gua gak cuma baca, tapi gua juga kasih support. Soalnya gua tau gimana super gak enak rasanya kalo lu melakukan sesuatu dan berharap ada orang yang memberi respon sekecil apapun, tapi ternyata gak ada respon sama sekali. Satu hal yang dibutuhin semua orang waktu lagi kacau: Semangat dari orang-orang. Itu yang bikin gua tetep ngerasa hidup.

Hey dude, life's good! If I could ask for a better life, I would ask for my current life. I love my upside-down-crazy-out-of-normal-and-moody life badly.
Life's good, everything He has done is the best for us. Go and do your best.

"Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive." -Howard Thurman
ILY ♥

Becoming Insane

2009-09-02T02:12:00.000-07:00

"Follow your heart, not others."

should I??

"Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."
Great, I do none of them

Would you like to cheer me up? I am immediately dying inside. I need what I need:

Sorry for a really uninteresting post. I am just feeling terrible recently, y'know sometimes people need anything more than words. They need love and hugs, so do I.

Apaan?

2009-08-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

Udah puas ketawa, Sha?
Puas banget. Ngetawain diri sendiri pula.

Heaven On Earth

2009-08-28T05:47:00.000-07:00

First, I'm looking for money to buy plane tickets. Where? Don't ask, where ever. I need vacation, you can't make me study hard all the time, can you? I ain't a robot.
Second, Hey let's talk about tomorrow, it's Saturday. I only had one out of five weeks for doing my ekskul, how pathetic. I'm gonna have Belanda and kecantikan lesson, finally. Weeks with no ekskul were so boring. They removed Saturday Schedule easily without thinking of HOW could teachers give us a proper test for the report. They didn't even get much time.
I'm just thinking. Sometimes I can be more organized than y'all. Maybe it is not sometimes but often.
The last ones, follow me on twitter. I am crazy about it right now and well yah you know what the reason is. And just want to say this: This is our country we have to protect, I don't like any kind of chauvinism.
Okay. Good night. Bye.

10 Random Facts

2009-08-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

I'm so moody these days. Why is that?
1. I am happy because I am following William Moseley and Skandar Keynes on twitter now. I'm a new member and still learning, but deeply interested in it.
2. I am getting tired of school. Everything in it is sucks.
3. I don't know which side I am in. Everybody is confusing right now, they are busy with their own amusements.

4. I watched G.I. Joe and fell in love with Channing Tatum. He is the real hottie. Wondering if there's a second G.I Joe.

5. Everybody is in kepo condition and so am I. But I know everything and I don't think they need to know.
6. You people are boring, you should make them more attractive. Lazy not ready enough for school.
7. Nobody cares about me, well yah I don't hope either.
8. I'm alone, I feel lonely, I feel terrible when I'm listening to something I'm not supposed to hear. Just thinking I'd better if I don't know about it.
9. I am happy for you!
10. I still love will and ever.

About This And That

2009-08-05T01:18:00.000-07:00

(click to enlarge)

About three things I absolutely addicted to recently. It seemed really bad at first, it was getting better, but now I feel worse. I miss junior high, I love the second picture, seriously. I don't enjoy the new daily routine. A kind of wasting-time-business. Aaaaarr I wanna go to minimarket and buy a dozen OREO. My friend told me about how to eat OREO deliciously hahah and I'm curious....... . ... . . . She said: put OREO in a bowl, then pour a little fluid milk, and crush the oreo. That's it. Oh I'm feeling hungry now, but I haven't got any OREO in my fridge.
P.S. I beg my mum to buy me a ticket for Mr. Big, they are going to be here soon!

You Are NOT Nothing

2009-07-23T13:53:00.000-07:00

Sorry baru mulai ngeblog sekarang, yah lo pada tau lah, sekolah sudah dimulai dan akhirnya gua kembali punya kesibukan yang berguna. Capek banget, duh baru berapa hari sekolah aja gua udah ngerasa kecapean, apalagi nanti kalo ulangan sama tugas mulai merajalela, makin bengek dong gua. Dan yah sekadar info, gua sekarang menjadi anak kelas X4 haha gak sekelas sama siapa-siapa, pinter banget. Besok OH kayanya gua bakal ambil korea sama gambal.

I cried, but once I finally found out the reason. It's definetely complicated and I don't know what to do without you girls. So if you want me to stay, please don't go. Because you might be the one and only thing that makes me hold out in there. If you ask me are you okay, the answer is I am not.
Errr sebenernya gua agak curiga jangan-jangan gua beneran kena tulah. Jujur gua bingung banget. Gak ada yang positif sama sekali, gua pengen balik ke masa 2 taon lalu waktu libur kenaikan ke kelas 8. Gua mau benerin semuanya dari situ.

Man, I Am Senior Now

2009-07-12T17:14:00.000-07:00

Hey! The holiday is almost finished in couple of days. And I'm happy of it. I don't like this holiday actually, absolutely do nothing important. My daily amusements currently: wake up in the morning, go jogging, eat, take a nap, read comic books, text some friends, do practice piano and guitar, I wait patiently for Harry Potter, G.I. Joe, and Public Enemies, watch DVD, and watch the presidential election newest updates. The last one is really amusing haha! We can see who the silliest are and they still want to be the winner. How pathetic. Please act your age, Sir and Madame! Sorry no offense, but you guys talk like little kids. Just face the facts, it's not your turn yet. Especially someone (I'm not mentioning any name).

I still cry and it can't stop, still don't know the reason. I miss going to school, I miss my superb girls, I miss gossiping and being stupid with them, I really miss someone, she is going to a different school now, maybe we'll not meet for weeks. It won't be the same without her :'''''( .....and I am missing something, probably. I am afraid of SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL. Read the bold word, feel it, which means I am getting older and older. Noooo, I want to be a teenager forever. Next year I'm going to be 17 (tua banget sih).

Picture above is my footprints when I was in Belitung. Just for your information, I finally cut my hair off! YEAH I do love this hair, will start to hate it when it's getting longer. Hehahehah.

**Please answer: Do I look like a mean girl? Or AM I a mean girl?** Sometimes I hear that on my mind.

Hello Fellas. Hello Feelings

2009-07-05T20:12:00.000-07:00

Let's say HELLO to Michael Learns To Rock. Who doesn't know MLTR? Everybody knows them, rite? Old and young people do love them. If you never hear this band before, at least you know their song. You just don't know who sings that song. Okay, check this video out. Let it goes into your heart slowly and deeply. Listen to it. Sing it. Feel it. Love it.

Michael Learns To Rock - That's Why You Go Away (I think this is the most famous, everybody knows it)

I got beautiful words:

Paint my love you should paint my love

It's the picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

(This is my favourite lyrics from Paint My Love)

Take Me To Your Heart. Paint My Love. Breaking My Heart. That's Why You Go Away

Personally think Paint My love is better, but That's Why You Go is more popular. I only know four songs, sure they still have another well-known songs. They started playing as a band in 1988, ya know? Why 'learns to rock'? They DO play and sing rock fabulously anyway. And they are Danish. Do I have to say it again? Bring back the 80s and 90s, dude! Hard to find some good Indonesian bands these days. Too much rubbish. Sorry, but that's true.

About my life recently, don't know why I cry all the time. I'm not interested to find out. Perhaps it wasn't meant to be figured out. Impossible you will read this post but not too bad to say this here: You can come and go away easily in my life. You know what? I am trying to forget you so hard to death.

Back!

2009-06-26T10:56:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, I just came back from my three days holiday. Okay, I went to Belitung island, Indonesia. Here are some pictures.

(click to enlarge images)

Information:

Location: Bangka-Belitung Province, Indonesia
Things to bring: sunblock, hats, flip flops, shorts, sunglasses, camera.
Well-known places: Tanjung Tinggi Beach, Langkuas Lighthouse Island, Laskar Pelangi Reef.

Superb beach. Bagus banget kan? Mestinya gue ajak aja anak fotografi biar hasil foto-fotonya jadi lebih bagus lagi. Belitung sebenernya bagus banget, jauh lebih bagus daripada Bali. Pasirnya putih, terus airnya juga masih bersih banget dan banyak batu karang bagus. Tapi karena kurang promosi jadinya Belitung gak gitu dikenal masyarakat. Padahal turis asing bakal tertarik banget sama Belitung. Bisa jadi salah satu tempat wisata terbaik di Indonesia. Sayangnya karena pengunjungnya gak terlalu banyak, fasilitasnya juga kurang memadai. Coba aja, kalo pemerintah lebih mengekspos Belitung Island di dunia internasional, beh Bali sama Bunaken mah lewat lah. Mercusuarnya ada 18 lantai, dan cuma tersedia tangga, jadi kalo mau naik sampai atas ya harus jalan kaki, just like what i did.

Finally

2009-06-20T20:41:00.000-07:00

Kemarin hari terakhir kita sekolah
Hari terakhir kita perform bareng-bareng
Hari terakhir kita menyandang nama SMP
Kemarin kita udah berhasil meraih peringkat 1
Udah berhasil ngasih yang terbaik
Udah memetik hasil kerja keras selama beberapa bulan terakhir
Jangan pernah melupakan tiap saat yang kita lalui bersama dalam suka dan duka karena mungkin suatu saat nanti kita akan sangat merindukan saat-saat tersebut.

Hello. I ♥ you. I am gonna miss you. I apologize for everything. Thanks for Everything. Goodbye. And Good Luck :)

Mungkin Memang

2009-06-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

Mimpi gue makin hari makin ngaco aja
Jadi susah membedakan mana yang real life mana yang cuma mimpi
Mimpinya terlalu disayangkan untuk menjadi sekadar mimpi
Kenyataan terlalu pahit buat dihadapi
Terus gue harus gimana?
Apa gue harus terus menerus percaya sama mimpi-mimpi itu?
Mimpi indah yang palsu
Atau melupakannya? Semuanya?
Meskipun mungkin itu satu-satunya hal manis yang akan tersisa dalam hidup ini?
Hmm, andai gue bisa hidup di dalamnya untuk selamanya
Menikmati hidup bebas yang tanpa beban, lari dari kenyataan dunia yang makin rusak
Lari dari serangga-serangga pengganggu
Menyelami kolam kebahagiaan
Satu hal yang gue takutkan dari mimpi: Begitu gue bangun, selesai sudah segalanya Meninggalkan gue untuk selamanya. Membiarkan gue hidup dalam kesendirian lagi
Kapan mimpi itu akan datang lagi?
Gue gak tau
Gue cuma tau; tiap kali gue tertidur hal yang paling mustahil pun akan muncul dalam pikiran yang sedang beristirahat ini
Dan hilang begitu saja saat terjaga nanti

Kapan sih jadi kenyataan? Atau gak akan terwujud sama sekali? Any idea what dreams are?

Pull Your Trigger

2009-06-12T00:05:00.000-07:00

Untuk pertama kalinya gua memegang riffle walaupun isinya cuma peluru boongan tetep keren aja megangnya hahahah berasa main CS beneran. Kemarin gue, vina, lala, greita, lara, tara main AirSoftGun karena si Lara yang punya acara. Beeuh, seru banget men! Gue ketembak dua kali; di leher sama di tulang kering. Mantap. Sakit banget awalnya, tapi lama-lama kebiasa. Pertamanya kena beberapa kali di vest, tapi lama-lama menggila.

Tapi serem aja kalo dengerin suara pelurunya dorrdorrdoorrrrr gitu, mana tempatnya gelap dan sepi. Terus lu harus maju sampe ngedeketin musuh. Dan gue takut banget. Takut ketembak! Mantep juga tuh meskipun dari jarak jauh, bisa bikin perih-perih gatel ringan. Sampe hari ini aja masih merah-merah. Karena gue gak bisa ngeliat jelas di balik topengnya, dengan terpaksa gue harus nembakin semua yang lewat, gak tau deh temen atau musuh. Maaf ya kalo temen gue kena tembak :D Jam 5 gue dan lala udah harus pulang padahal kalo bisa sampe jam 6 deh, tapi apa daya, ada les Inggris sih.

Sebenernya awalnya gue rada gak mood, soalnya ada beberapa orang yang mestinya gak ikut tapi gak tau kenapa bisa ada di sana. Well, meskipun di antara kita tadi ada sedikit percekcokan, gue udah lupain semua kok. Lagian gak papa sih kalo main rame-rame, lebih seru. Kapan-kapan kita main ASG lagi ya teman! Ditunggu loh invitasinya. Photos upcoming.

Bola tembak IX 3 masuk final :))

Dammi Una Ducati

2009-06-03T01:17:00.000-07:00

This is the first time I feel an interest in automotive. I even never thought about it before, like automotive is really not my things. Sometimes watch MotoGP or F1, but it's just sometimes and almost rarely. Even I don't know what or who which labels or where. Until I read that Alejandro Hanafiah loves riding motorcycle not a car. And it's Ducati Streetfighter. Curiously, trying to find any informations about it or at least some pictures. Instead it's hotter than my first expectation. But I am speechless about its price. I know It's worthy, USD 40.000 makes sense for Street-Fighter although I could by a car with money that much. But it is so impossible to touch, hoping I could buy it or ride it, someday.

I fell in love with another Ducaties; Supersport 1000 Grey and ST4 Blue and 1000LE Red, what a cool name for Supersport, really sporty eaaa. Give me Ducati and I'll love you. There are some photos of Ducati, maybe you will fall in love with it. Or you can also visit Ducati for more information. There is still so many many cool bikes.

I ♥ it.

From left to right and left to right: 1. Supersport 1000 || 2. ST4s || 3. Sport Classic 1000LE || 4. Ducati 750 || 5. Street-Fighter || 6. Monster S4R

What The?

2009-06-01T00:15:00.000-07:00

"When people act annoyingly or show their hate feelings clearly to you, it means they hate you because you make them jealous of your personal abilities which make you look so much better than them. So, don't be afraid of people like that because you are the winner, and they are totally the loser."

-Skolastika Natasha Kurniawati

Your 1st impression when you met her?

She thinks she is beautiful, but absolutely not.

What do you think about her?
s-t-o-o-p-i-d, sok fashionable.

Mention 5 disgusting things about her!
She thinks she is: hot, pretty, fashionable, queen of the class, .....smarter than us HA!

Your problem(s) with her?
The way she looked at me like I were a snail.
She teased me and others
She is so belagu and nyolot!

Mention 5 words to describe her!
nyolot, berasa cantik, bego, gak nyantai, tje f*ck

If she knew about this, what would you say to her?

Heh kalo lu emang pinter kenapa orang setua lo masuk ke kelas yang buat anak anak SMP khususnya kelas 8 dan 9?
Kalo lu berasa paling cantik di kelas, men, it's a big NO. Gak usah ngeliatin gua dan temen2 gua seakan kita lebih rendah dari lo. Mereka jauh lebih baik dari sudut manapun.
Dandan aja lo terus, otak gak punya. Gak kurang heboh tuh baju lo ke tempat les? Gak sekalian pake baju ngejreng embak embak, kan cocok tuh sama muka lo.
Berasa suara lo bagus? Your biggest fault is sang in front of the classroom like a princess from nowhere. Temen gua nyanyi santai aja jauh lebih bagus daripada lo yang lebai.
Kalo main game santai mbak, ingat itu tempat les bukan tempat biasa lu tereak tereak jualan kue basi!
Kalo emang lo ngerasa lebih pinter dari gua dan temen2 gua, tunjukin! Kalahin dulu nilai tes kita. Bisa? Kayaknya enggak.

If you could do everything, you would?
Kick her ass, give my middle fingers in front of her eyes, hit her face over and over again until she doesn't have it anymore, make her tortured until she kneels under my feet.

What the best and evil word to describe her?
A low-class-whore?

*Sorry if somebody feels touchy. But that's the fact right? Please act your age!

Most Beautiful

2009-05-29T05:44:00.000-07:00

Charles Bridge, sunset maybe

Zoom into Charles Bridge, or a big version of it. Isn't it beautiful? I fell in love with it and really want to step my feet there. The bridge crosses Vltava River.

The Prague Astronomical Clock or Prague Orloj, a medieval clock!

Crowd in Prague, a lot of tourists there. The statues and buildings look so great although they are old-fashioned. From medieval too, perhaps.

I think it's so cold there. But absolutely beautiful!

Prague Castle

Inside Prague Castle. OhmyGod, amaaaaazing, isn't it? More likely in the biggest hall of Hogwarts Castle yeah?

Information:
Country: Czech Republic
Most well-known-places: Charles Bridge, Astronomical Clock, and Prague Castle

I have placed Prague on my Private Tourism List if I want visit it someday. Looks so beautiful and amazing right? Wohoo, people said Prague is the most beautiful city in the world. Old city, actually. But the buildings and the streets are awesome :D

Absolutely

2009-05-27T00:07:00.000-07:00

Please realized that I am only talking about cheesecake and cupcake right now. Wow I wish these photos would be real right now, impossible. It's sooo yummy and creamy. And cute of course.

Magnolia Cupcake! NYC

So tasty. If you want make cheesecakes you can use this recipe. And here you go for cupcakes. Credit goes to Our Best Bites. They are delicious, aren't they? I want make cupcake soon. Or, if you want to buy it for me, I will be really happy haha. Nyum, love it ♥ I really need to go to Cheesecake Factory again perhaps.

Mmm, yesterday I watched Angels and Demons with Alice, Caroline, Acel. The best film that I have ever seen. Man, I didn't take my eyes off the screen even just once, too great and too amazing, terrific. And perfect. Tom Hanks acted wonderfully, couldn't be defeated. Thure Lindhardt who I like the most in that movie hahaha, guess what? He just played as a smoker guard who looked after Robert Langdon in Vatican Archives! And also Carmelango Patrick was adoreable in the middle and almost last. But not at the last. Wondering that people really like him, hmm I prefer The-blond-smoker guard. Wohooo, he brought a gun!

I am reading Sitta Karina's books which were published by Terrant. I borrowed all Sitta Karina's novels from my friend. Have just finished reading Lukisan Hujan and Imaji Terindah. Great books. Yeah reading is my way to not get bored with this super long holiday, at least I get something to do. Geez, I hate to say this but I think I miss school haha. Or friends?

Imagine If They Are Still Alive

2009-05-22T00:02:00.000-07:00

OhmyGod, Ben Stiller has killed it. I like the way he swayed his flashlight.

I like Al Capone and his crew.
(Al Capone, Ivan The Terrible, and Napoleon Bonaparte)

I like Jedediah Smith and Octavius!

Like Abraham Lincoln said, they look sweet together.

Have you seen Night At The Museum II? You better watch it, what a cool movie. I watched it yesterday, filling my first day of holiday with Lala and Greita. We had so much fun and gossips :D Need gathering soon. And now I am getting boring with this looooong holiday. Love it but have nothing to do is driving me crazy. Talking about holiday, I finally got my nails done, it's shocking pink, good enough. But I haven't cut my hair off. I am not ready yet for summer! Have no plan where I am going to go on this holiday, hoping I can reach Bali (just a hope). Is Bali already irritated by Swine flu? That virus makes everyone scared to travel abroad.

Last night, I had a dream. A Really sweet dream. People say dreams are just imaginations and fantasies, so it will never come true? It was so perfect there, everything seems clear and awesome. White shirt is all that I can exactly remember about it. Please make it comes true, it is what I need in this monotonous life! I can hope can't I?

Bicara Bahasa

2009-05-20T00:21:00.000-07:00

Post ini penuh dengan bahasa Indonesia karena gua sedang sangat berjiwa nasionalis hari ini, okedeh bukan. Gua pake Bahasa karena males mikir. Kan udah selesai UAS masa harus mikir yang berat-berat lagi. IYA hari ini gua udah selesai UAS terus gua libur sampe tanggal 7 Juni, masuk lagi tanggal 8 Juni buat nyiapin perpisahan dan classmeeting. Hmm, emang sih gua sangat senang semua ujian udah tuntas, tapi sekarang gua malah sedih banget soalnya SMP bakal selesai dalam hitungan hari (hari libur gak diitung). Semuanya bakalan bener-bener beda dan berubah dari tiga tahun terkahir ini.

Ini gua upload beberapa foto selama gua di SMP Santa Ursula dari kelas 7 sampe kelas 9. Mulai dari rambut gua masih panjang sampe rambut gua pendek. Mulai dari gua gak pake kawat sampe pake kawat. Mulai dari Rok gua kepanjangan sampe sekarang masih kepanjangan :DD Bangga banget bisa kenal kalian semua. Men, tiga taon kok cepet ya?

Kelas 7-3
Mekarsari

Kelas 8-3
Baliiii

Ingat keluarga sinting? Last day at school

21 APRIL 2008

I AM GONNA MISS HER :'( totally

Kelas 9-3
foto kelas kita ;D

Retret 93, Samadi - Sukabumi

Kita berlatih musikalisasi buat ujian praktek haha

Mmm, kita asik banget ya :D kayanya SMP terus bakal seru banget deh hahah, JHS beneran keren banget walaupun rok kita masih biru. Masih terlalu cepet buat bilang goodbye jhs karena gua juga belom tentu lulus hahaha. Lagian masih ada waktu sebulan lagi kan buat ngabisin waktu sisa. Oke sebagai hari pertama merayakan kebebasan gua mau beli kutek, potong rambut, dan creambath hahaha gak penting sih, kasih tau doang.

I Love Magic And I Want It

2009-05-11T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hello I am here again. Today I want to show photos of my childhood crush (when I was in the 6th grader) haha! It's not a really important thing because I'm not really interested in him anymore, but you can't take them even though I still have so many many other good guys. I put him here just because I just saw all Harry Potter movies that I have at home and don't know what to do now.

Remember those faces? If you do not have Harry Potter addicted syndrome, you won't recognize, because he just played as Oliver Wood, 1st photo (Goal Keeper and Quidditch captain). Haha, he just play for 5 or 10 minutes in Harry Potter 1, 2, and 3. I actually forgot his name then I searched in google and I found that his name is: Sean Biggerstaff . Woooooo sorry for forgot your name :D

And you should know the second one: James and Oliver Phelps alias Fred and Geroge Weasley. The good one :D Funny characters , funny faces, and funny brothers. I think that photo was taken when they were kids, now they are totally different.

Wow, three different kids from one movie! They look sweet haha, I wish I could have magic. It would be brilliant when you could throw your enemies away.

It's A Horrible World

2009-05-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

Just beacuse they can't feel it too, doesn't mean that you have to forget
-Regina Spektor

Okeh gua gatau harus ngapain sekarang padahal gua harus belajar dan ngafalin speech Inggris. Tapi gua males jadi yaudahlah, post ini pake Indo aja ya, gua males mikir. Sebelum lu baca tulisan-tulisan selanjutnya mendingan lu pastiin dulu lu gak bakal mikir yg macem2 abis ngebaca post ini. Gak usah mikir macem2 ato ngomongin soal post ini ato ngomongin gua gara2 gua ngepost yang aneh2 kaya gini. Ini blog gua, terserah lu kalo gak mo baca (emang sih gak ada yg mo baca blog gua tapi bodo lah, gua lagi mo nulis). Mendingan gak usah baca daripada nanti lu ngomongin gua ato ngomongin post ini ato ngasih komen yang sebenernya sama sekali gak ngebantu. Dan maaf aja kalo kata-kata yg gua gunakan rada kasar dan kaya orang mabok karena gua bukan anak remaja yang baik dan sehat. Biar gampang ceritain tentang apa yang gua rasain sekarang, gua bikin dalam bentuk horrible facts about me aja.

1. Kadang-kadang gua ngerasa bosen ada di dunia ini, gak guna sama sekali. Mikir gak? Ngapain lu dilahirin? Buat ngerjain soal ujian? Buat ikut ujian praktek? Buat dengerin omongan gak penting? Buat apa? Seakan-akan hidup dan mati lu digantungin sama pensil dan kertas ujian murahan.

2. Semua orang kayak tai. Beneran deh gak boong, kecuali anak-anak yang belakangan ini deket sama gua kali ya. Yang laen sih buang aja deh ke laut. Lu gak butuh gua kan? Gua juga gak butuh lo semua kali, sampah lo!

3. Gua capek banget hidup kaya gini, mendingan skalian gak usah deh. Bener-bener capek sampe gua gak tahan lagi. Gua udah gak ada gunanya lagi kan sekarang. Udah gak kepake lagi. Udah karatan, udah ngebosenin. Kan? Lu sibuk banget ya sama urusan lu sendiri? Sampe gak inget sama gua gitu? Oke, fine, gua juga sibuk. Ngeliat muka lu aja jijik tau gak sih.

4. Enak ya punya urusan sendiri. Waktu gua nyamperin lo dan mencoba dan berusaha ngajak ngobrol. Okedeh super gak nyambung. Kasarnya gini deh, gua udah bukan lagi bagian dari lu. Ya kan?

5. Please ya, kalo mau go offline tuh bilang2 kek. Jangan tiba2 off, padahal gua masih mo nanya dan ngomongin banyak hal. Gua tau internet di rumah lu gak sejelek itu. Ato kalo gua nanya sesuatu, bales kek. Kalo gak tau ya bilang gak tau, susah banget ya? Padahal lu sendiri yang ngajak ngobrol kan? Tapi ujung-ujungnya lu cuma bales "iya haha" "emg" "mls" "gak tau haha". Please gak usah pake "haha" kalo gak ada yang lucu. Gak usah nyampahin waktu gua.

6. Gak usah ngatain gua frik ato semacamnya. Gua tau gua frik, tapi semua orang itu punya keanehan masing2 dan lu ngatain gua frik cuma gara-gara apaan coba? Oke kalo maksud lo itu becanda, tapi gua nangkepnya udah beda tuh. Dan gua kasih tau ya; bahkan lu jauh lebih frik daripada gua, jadi gak usah ngatain gua frik.

7. Jujur aja ya, kadang-kadang gua males pulang ke rumah. Di sekolah lebih enak gitu. Lu bisa ngobrol dan ketemu temen-temen lo. Berasa banget enaknya. Terutama akhir-akhir ini kan gua dijemputnya telat dan masih banyak temen-temen yang asik buat diajak ngobrol. Jadinya seru deh. Seperti tadi siang misalnya.

8. SMP itu udah enak banget deh. Gua jadi males ke SMA apalagi katanya gurunya kaku balbalbla dan anak2 barunya pada mau sok eksis tai. Mending eksis, ke laut aja deh lo. Duh kenapa kita gak SMP terus sih? Gua udah pewe banget sama kelas ini.

Hmmm, gua ngerasa bego banget nulis ini di sini. Tapi ya udah lah. Gak bakal ada yang segitu berminatnya baca kan? Gua sadar kok semua yang gua tulis di atas mihak ke gua. Gua juga pasti punya kesalahan yang sama, maaf ya buat yang bersangkutan.

Hmm gua bakal kangen banget sama kelas 9-3, seru banget kelasnya walopun ribut. Ini foto waktu latian musikalisasi di rumah Jenni, seru! Duh kenapa sih kita harus tambah tua dan nambah umur dan naik kelas. Kenapa kelasnya harus selalu diacak? Kenapa harus banyak yang pindah sekolah? Kenapa sih harus ada perpisahan? Padahal semuanya bakal berjalan sempurna kalo gak ada itu semua kan?

You People Have No Imagination

2009-04-30T01:43:00.000-07:00

I'm addicted to Sylar these days. Yes, I really am. Aaaaah he's just so awesome.

Maybe I adore either Sylar or Zachary Quinto. And I adore Heroes and all the members. That TV series makes me crazy. I have to spend 2 hours once a week and wait patiently just for watch Heroes! But I do it haha. Wasting time, huh? I don't think so. I prefer waiting for Heroes to watching Indonesian yuck and boring drama series. Indonesian directors need more imagination.
Zachary Quinto also plays in Star Trek although he's not look so special there, his hair is bop haha. Interested in him? Click Zachary Quinto Official Website to know him better and better, he is a SUPER ! But why does he play as an antagonist character? Yeah, he looks so fit with Sylar, but I think he would be more adoreable if he played as a charming character.
People say that he looks like Cesc Fabregas haha do you think so? Well, my brother said so haha, I prefer Zac! Vote for Sylar!

This is out of topic: Errm, this feeling is getting stronger and stronger and I think I need to tell this to someone aaaaa. Nobody will listening, okay I know. But I have to share this to anyone or anything, NOW. I don't want to spread my personal life on this post, but I just think that I'm being different from I used to be. Please help me, yes honestly I'm really enjoying my life now, but I'm tired to pretend like there's nothing have happened. haha okay forget this paragraph, I just want to show people that I am trying! It's just not easy. (Do not leave comments about this paragraph)

Go Green Skirts

2009-04-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

I don't know why the date on my computer is still 26th April. The fact is, today is 27th April, so... Dear my dearest, Happy Belated 22nd Birthday

WILLIAM PETER MOSELEY

Smile, Will. Keep handstand and juggling haha. God bless ;)

********

Well, today is the first day of National Exam. Whooh, a tiring day, actually I didn't do the Bahasa Exam well, I hoped I could pass this with good score without study HAHA, impossible. And like the girls said, Skirts have to be better than pants this year (I know it sounds a little bit stupid or weird, but we must make it come true).

Deseamos ser el número uno, Desideriamo essere numero uno, We want to be number one. I really do want Sanurians get the highest score and they do too and so do you, so please fight for it. Much better than last year, and of course; Number one in Jakarta, better than the pants hahaha. Amen. I probably should do some practices with English now, I'm not good at English. Wish me luck :D

laughter makes everything fine

2009-04-18T00:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday I went to DUFAN with all of my 9th grader friends (well, not all. but almost). we had a really great time. Laugh and scream. Forgot my test(s) and assignment so we just had fun.

seperti biasa, gua gak berani naek yang serem serem jadinya gua cuma naik:

1. KORA-KORA
gua dipaksa evelyn mj caroline sw supaya duduk paling belakang padahal kalo duduk di tengah aja gua udah takut stengah mati, apalagi di belakang. dasar gila tuh mereka. tapi akhirnya gua duduk dua baris dari belakang bareng evelyn(we probably looked like freak). selama main kaki gua udah gak nyentuh kora-kora, udah melayang, jadinya cuma pegangan sama besi. banyak yang terjadi seperti misalnya;

"belakang yuk, masa gak berani sih. kan seru banget"
"yaudah tapi gua boleh tereak di kuping lu ya haha"
"ah gua gak mau paling pinggir nih, tuker dong"
"gua juga gak berani gila haha"
kora-kora dimulai dan semakin cepat dan semakin tinggi
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" (beneran tereak di kuping evelyn)
"buset budek gua"
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" (beneran tereak di kuping evelyn)
"AAAA"
"AAA"
"gua gak kuat tereak lagi nih"
waktu selesai, gua udah lemes

2. PONTANG-PONTANG
gua duduk bareng marjess, gua duduk di kanan. artinya gua duduk di tempat yang kegencet, bukan menggencet. awal-awal sih biasa aja, lama lama wiii gua udah gak bisa gerak karena kegencet.

"woi gua gak bisa gerak nih"
"poni guaaaa"
"liat di kaca, seberapa leganya tempat lo dan seberapa sempit tempat gua haha"
"gua juga udah gak bisa gerak nih hahaha"
"weh ada orang india moto kita waktu lagi jelek lagi"
ada bunyi kretek kretek, dan tak lama kemudian ada yang membasahi celana gua
begitu gua liat ternyataaaa... botol minum gua tumpah karna kegencet jadinya celana gua sama marjess basah hahahah begok.

3. RAJAWALI
yes favorit gua nih hahaha soalnya enak gitu, gak berasa apa-apa tapi adem, jadi bisa tidur tiduran deh. sama foto-foto paling.

4. PERANG BINTANG
okeh gapenting, cuma nembakin alien buduk doang, score gua cuma 9100.

5. KOMEDI PUTAR
yang kuda-kudaan itu loh, namanya komedi putar bukan sih? maen ini asik banget woooo. pengen lagi ahhh hahahaa terus tempatnya juga asik buat foto-fot0.

dan gua gak naik arung jeram karena males basah, jadi gua dan olen jagain tas-tas mereka dan evelyn motoin mereka yang main arung jeram wek. mana maennya dua kali lagi hahaha. terus foto-foto gila, seperti misalnya foto loncat berbelas belas kali soalnya gak pernah ada yang jadi

ato foto dengan gaya jijik

ato foto dengan kacamata item jadinya kaya orang buta

dan banyak foto candid yang dodol banget abis loncat, seperti misalnya foto boyband. okedeh emang lebih asik gilanya daripada mainnya hahaha.

fly me there, please

2009-04-13T21:37:00.000-07:00

helloooooo! pra uas is not over yet aaaah die you! After I did my tests, over all I don't think I will get a good score, but so what? who cares? okay forget it for a while, now I just want to have FUN yes fun. Fun with pictures yeah.

CATHEDRAL COVE

Information:
Place: New Zealand
That's the beach in Narnia Prince Caspian, when the Pevensies entered Narnia.

I never think that New Zealand is interesting. But after I saw them, and ohmyGod it's so A-W-E-S-O-M-E. I have to go there, I swear.

okay, I probably should do my project. Bye ;p

forget school stuffs for a day

2009-04-07T23:54:00.000-07:00

I have nothing to do, so I'm writing this now. But I don't know what to write, sooo...

just talk about 6 super WOW people who make a sweet dent on my life. Whom I addicted to ;P

William Peter Moseley

as High King Peter Pevensie the Magnificent in the Chronicles of Narnia.
dob: 21 April 1987
height: 180 cm

Zachary Quinto

as Sylar or Gabriel Gray in Heroes TV series
dob: 2 June 1977
height: 185 cm
look, he wore a cool Ts!

Steven Gerrard

he is not an actor, but he does SPORT. Football player for English and The Reds
dob: 30 May 1980
height: 183 cm

Brad Pitt

as Ben in Benjamin Button and as John Smith in Mr. and Mrs. Smith
dob: 18 December 1963
height: 180 cm

Jim Sturgess

as Ben Campbell in Twenty One
dob: 16 May 1981
height: 184 cm

Chace Crawford

as Nathaniel Archibald in Gossip Girl Tv series
dob: 18 July 1985
height: 183 cm

ahahaha they are perfect right?

well, I am going to have PRA UAS next Monday, so there will be no new post until next week. and better I say HAPPY EASTER now hahaha. byebyeee :D.

oh, i got a headache

2009-03-29T03:04:00.000-07:00

I'm here again. Sitting in front of my computer, writing on this blog, feeling bored, don't know what to do, get a headache and flu, just found some beautiful songs and beautiful words from Phantom Planet.
aaand some stuffs. Buy these for me please ;P

Guess what? Yesterday I went to mangdu with Lala and Meli haha. Like this blog said, SML (Sasa Lala Meli) stands for our names hahah, we had fun there (foto nyusul ya). Then me and Lala went to Gading because gramedia opens a sale 30% off. Hahaha chinese mode = on. We bought a lot of stuffs but we paid less. A lot of jokes, laugh out loud, extremely tiring, because we walked all the time.

inside jokes waktu kita setres nyari tempat duduk karna kecapean jalan kaki, si Lala jalan udah nyeret kakinya hahah:

"cari tempat duduk yuk"
"eh ada ada celah buat dua orang tuh!"
"gabisa ada tangan orang, rese"
"sofa kamiseta kayanya enak tuh buat duduk"
"ada yg udah duduk disitu lagi, gatau malu hakhakhak"
"(nunjuk ke tempat duduk security, gua tau bedon banget)"
"ke umbro yuk"
"gak ah jauh gila. kaki gua udah mo putus nih"
"deket kok, tinggal loncat hahahah"
"iye nyampenya udah bukan di umbro, di rumah sakit kali"
"duduk di eskalator aja (bego)"
"tapi enak tau kalo ke rumah sakit, kan diangkat pake tandu"
"jadi gak capek lagi hahaha"

GERRARD or LAMPARD? WHICH ONE IS BETTER?

Lampard, Beckham, Gerrard

so, today...

2009-03-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

"You don't know what you have until it's not there anymore."
-William Moseley

hey, I've just come back from some horrible tryouts. So, FREEDOM! yeiheeii, well, I don't think so. There's still many tryouts for the 2 next weeks though. Say hello and thanks to Will for the beautiful quote haha! feel it. And of course say HELL-O to a piggy-faced-copycat (evil me haha). Well, not really want to talk about that now (bukan gue yg jadi korban, tapi seorang teman -.-).

Remembering and missing Bali moments hahah :D it's nearly April 1st, it means it has been a year since me and others went to Bali. It's totally different from these present times. I love pastimes, seriously. I miss it, I miss you, I miss the way we laugh or craziness or silly-acted or everything. As the time goes by, all the memories gonna change and leave me forever but who cares? nobody will remember them, just me. aaargh

before we......... (fill in the blank)

mr. steven george gerrard

2009-03-21T01:49:00.000-07:00

hello bloggie :D i know this title is quite unusual for you, but let me begin the story first.
on many older posts, the one and only guy that I have ever shown you is: Mr. William Peter Moseley, but this post will be really different (not really but quite), I want to put some photos about Mr. Steven George Gerrard (also British, like Will)

Well known as Steven Gerrard. He is an English famous football player, he plays not only as a captain for The Reds but also for England National Team. I became a fan of him since I watched England in World Cup 2006. He is totally capable and a good player. I had forgotten him for a while because I was absolutely busy with all stuffs about Willmoseley. But now, after a girl at school who really adores Cesc Fabregas have some words with me about football player, I realized that I definitely 100% still adore Steven Gerrard. So, here you go, check this out!

just for your information: Gerrard's first goal for England came in Munich with a magnificent strike from 25-yards in the 5-1 win over Germany in September 2001. what a WOW!

from: steven-gerrard.net

beautiful words from each beautiful songs

2009-03-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by.
My soul slides away,
"but don't look back in anger" I heard you say
don't look back in anger - OASIS

I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
wonderwall -OASIS

Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
look what you've done - JET

Well I been thinking Tbout the future
But I'm too young to pretend
It's such a waste to always look behind you
Should be lookin' straight ahead
move on - JET

I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy
You turn it on
Then you're gone
Yeah you drive me
Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby
What can I do, honey
I feel like the color blue...
crazy - AEROSMITH

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
to be with you - MR. BIG

Just take my heart when you go
I don't have the need for it anymore
I'll always love you, but you're too hard to hold
just take my heart - MR. BIG

Nothing but love can last forever

Nothing but love will start

To mend the place inside your heart
That needed healing
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To make your head spin round and round
You know you're feeling love
nothing but love - MR. BIG

sooo, please bring back the 80s and 90s, dude!

more than love

2009-03-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

absolutely in love with these pics. actually ;P
from Rena Multaputri's facebook

help me, urgently!

2009-03-09T01:37:00.000-07:00

heyhey bloggie, I have a few requests for you. Here they are:

1. I want to change my e-mail address, but I don't know what will it be.
2. I want to add songs in my post, but how?
3. I'm thinking about a better new haircut because my now haircut is absolutely boring and errr. So, what kind of haircut do you think good for me?
4. I have to go running for 45minutes every weekend in the morning but I can't wake up earlier. I always feel sleepy and tired.
5. I'd love to join a tennis course. But I don't have time to do it.
6. I think go fishing is a cool habit. But I never go fishing and I need friends to teach me.

If you get any idea, please tell me. Thanks :D

thanks for everything

2009-03-06T01:30:00.000-08:00

I was really satisfied. I never feel so happy like this before. A lot of things happen at school today. But this is the first time I was so grateful to have a friends like them :D. They are the craziest, funnest, the most responsible, the most creative people that in my world HA-HA. I'd never realized if it is so amaaaazing to know you all! I really do love you. At last, I want to say: THANK YOU, thanks for everything.

p.s. semoga tulisan-tulisan kalian di kertas ini bisa bikin gua lebih semangat, lebih niat, lebih termotivasi, lebih rajin belajar buat ujian supaya nilainya bisa lebih maksimal, lebih pede dan berani, lebih terbuka. I'm gonna miss you. I'm really proud to be a part of this community.

yaaah maap tulisannya gak kebaca nih, padahal isinya seru loh hahahha.

this is the worst can happen

2009-02-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

errr hello? semua udah tau kan kalo banyak yang mengatakan bahwa peramal2 yang biasa ngeramalin masa depan cuma bisa ngeliat sampe taon 2012 aja. gak bisa ngeliat taon 2013 karena katanya taon itu dunia udah kiamat (amitamit). gua gak tau ya gua harus percaya ato enggak sama ramalan itu. tapi yang jelas gua takut banget kalo hal itu beneran kejadian, masih banyak banget hal yang pengen gua lakuin yang gak mungkin slesai hanya dalam waktu 3 taon beberapa bulan. masih banyak tempat yang harus gua kunjungin (jadi gua harus ngumpulin uang dulu biar bisa keliling dunia ajajajaa), dan masih banyak orang yang mau gua temuin.

barubaru ini gua dikirimin e-mail sama seseorang (gak tau siapa, gak kenal) yang isinya tentang mengupas secara jelas dan lengkap ramalan itu. isi e-mailnya makin memperparah keadaan, terutama bagian ini:

Kalender Bangsa Maya hingga saat ini disebutkan adalah kalender yang paling akurat yang pernah ada di bumi. Sudah banyak kejadian dan fenomena mereka kumpukan dan diterangkan dalam sebuah simbol-simbol dan karakter untuk meramal kehidupan budaya dan akhir jaman. Salah satunya perhitungan kalender menyebutkan bahwa tepatnya tanggal 21 Desember 2012, merupakan “End of Times”. Maksud kata ini masih banyak diperdebatkan oleh para ilmuwan dan arkeolog namun makna tersebut salah satunya dimaknai sebagai berakhirnya kehidupan manusia di bumi.

well, perhatikan tanggal yang gua bold dan gua kasih warna biru! buat yang gak tau, gua kasih tau ya: ulang taon gua adalah 22 desember. katanya, dunia kiamat tanggal 21 desember. yeah, kesimpulannya: "end of times" is JUST BEFORE MY 19 years old BIRTHDAY.
HAHA, poor me?