I Just Love Him

Whoops, sorry i disappeared for a while. I don't know what to write on this blog, I mean, I ran out of interesting topic to talk about. But well yeah never mind, I currently watching How I Met Your Mother. Neil Patrick Harris is just awesome.

Don't

Cliche

Life is not fairy tale

.........



It is way prettier than just a tale

Hmm, Let's Begin Here

If yesterday's and my latest posts show that I'm so desperate of my life. It's true. I was depressed by a lot of things. Many things happened and I felt loneliness (which is just an impact of my exaggerating side, which is not completely true). I was a negative person, as my bf told me, and yeah it's true. I often think about this and that, well, they're not actually needed, they even wrecked my day.

Til something happened yesterday. I was told about a really touchy-real life story, about a person I hated ( not hate actually, I was jealous of her). And it made my heart cry, I don't know why it sounded so sad and also made me feel sorry that I have hated her for some stupid reasons. I was so shallow-minded. Frankly, she was the one who made someone I know so well changed in a good way. I'm thankful for that.

I'm almost seventeen right now and wondering why I still act like a 14 year old girl? haha. I really want to change. So here I am. A brand new day, a brand new me. I'm no longer a cold hearted and shallow kid anymore. I am different and want to stay like this forever :)

yesitstrue

"Sampe kapan kamu mau pertahanin sifat kaya gitu?"


and tears fell down




the only reason why i hate you saying that is because i know it's true



i feel weakness

that tough girl who smiled even when her heart was crying, she's not here anymore

-empty

Akhir-akhir ini saya merasa kosong











Mungkin bukan cuma akhir-akhir ini

GRASSLAND

I desperately need green grass land, blue sky, commulus cloud, and fresh air
Currently interested in living in a village
No more busy town
No more rush hours

Just you, me, and our shack

Temenin ke sana dong somebody pleaseeee :D

Hanya Ini Yang Bisa Saya Lakukan

Bencana Merapi. Mengerikan memang. Mau jadi relawan ke sana tapi mana dibolehin. Headline Kompas hari ini, kemarin, kemarinnya lagi, bikin hati rasanya mau nangis. Tapi nangis juga gak ngubah apa-apa. Untuk saat ini saya cuma bisa berdoa, untuk yang meninggal, untuk yang kehilangan, juga untuk semua orang supaya hatinya ikut tergerak untuk ngasih bantuan. Sekarang ini bersyukurlah karena kita yang ngebantu, bukan yang dibantu.

noideaforthetitle:p

when everyone dances, plays their musical instruments, paints, acts....

I SING

WELL. AT LEAST I THINK I DO.

sounds ridiculous huh? because nobody knows i ever sing
my voice is not so entertaining
i sing for myself
to cheer myself up

:)

Ckck

untuk ke sana.....mustahil. nyaris sih.

memangnya dalam dua tahun bisa apa?

makin banyak lembaran itu dikembalikan, saya selangkah makin ketinggalan

sekalinya saya ketinggalan, peluang makin menutup diri

saat peluang menutup diri, jarak semakin jadi masalah

setelah jarak bermasalah

apa saya masih mampu? kalau saya mampu, sampai kapan batasnya? kalau ternyata tak terbatas? menyerah di tempat? begitu saja? selesai sudah?

ternyata hidup tidak semudah yang saya kira ya

Boredom

Halo lagi! Saya lagi ada janji sama orang dari 30 menit yang lalu tapi sampe sekarang kok dia belom muncul ya? Hmm daritadi di kontek juga gak respon, padahal dia mau ngabarin. Daritadi saya nungguin di depan komputer, bosan gak tau mau ngapain. Akhirnya buka lagi deh blog ini, kangen juga udah lama ya gak curhat di sini. Jadi kangen posts lama, bongkar lagi, baca-baca lagi, senyum sendiri, mewek juga. If only there's a time machine, tapi sayangnya belom ada ya. Padahal pasti banyak yang mau beli (terutama orang-orang seperti saya)

Barusan liat jam. Batas toleransi saya tinggal 20 menit lagi. Cek hape lagi. Dia ngabarin "not sure, lagi ada acara" hmm hmm hmm oke aja deh. Daripada gak oke, nanti urusannya malah makin panjang. Kalo gitu sia-sia dong saya melumut di depan komputer selama 40 menit ++ ini. Ya kan? Yah intinya kalo gak yakin bisa ditepati, ya jangan bikin janji. Udah ah, saya jadi melantur dan kembali curhat ke sini. Saya off dulu ya. Janji nya batal, jadi ngapain ditungguin lagi? Oke deh. Gnight :)

A Sweet One

"If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same"

Lagu yang bikin semua wanita klepek-klepek

and yeah me so likeeeey (Y)

Ironic

"I found the paradox. that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." -Mother Theresa

yeah. will do.

Only If I Were........

I can't be more jealous.
Paris? Best friend? You've got the best
Just the two of us. We talk, we walk, we shop, we had a brunch. Like we're sisters
Let's explore the city and see what we'll find. Live dangerously!

The V and G Word

Halo. Akhirnya saya tobat menelantarkan blog ini HAHA! Maaf ya blog saya jarang nengokin kamu. Abisan sibuk di sekolah, biasalah anak SMA. Biasalah anak SMA, tontonannya juga film abege hahaha

1. The Salvatores
Saya lagi tergila-gila sama vampires. Eits tapi bukan The Cullens, mereka mah basi. Ada yang lebih gaul dan cool dan lebih rasional (dikit).
Naksir abis-abisan sama Damon, tapi kadang Stefan sweet, tapi Damon hot, tapi tapi tapi... #labil yah intinya mereka berdua adorable.

Stefan is sweet, but Damon is a hottie. You choose haha!

2. Chuck Bass
Manusia peka yang satu ini akhirnya bertobat hahahah dan berubah jadi supersweeeeet <3
I personally think either Chuck or Ed Westwick should stop playing around and find a true love.
They are my favourite couple, jadi sayang banget kalo beneran harus putus.

@nail_polish says: who needs a vampire in a volvo when there's a Chuck Bass in a limo?

so true.

(Not) A Love Letter

Thankyou for this amazing one month, and of course, still keep going :p

Baik-baik ya di sana

Tenang aja, di sini bakal baik-baik aja, masih ada Castey kok yang setia nemenin hahaha

Inget janji, fokus belajar, Januari jangan lupa pulang samperin sasa. Oke?

Yang di sini gak kangen koook. Beneran. Nyehehehe boong deh.

Nasional.Is.Me

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN INDONESIA!




semoga panjang umur

Nah :)

i know you are. yes i know for sure. this is the reason why you always see a happy face of mine. because you are the one, and you know that.

A Huge Smile For You

"i like to smile, that's my favourite. you make me smile, that makes you my favourite too"

"sometimes your joy is the source of your smile. but sometimes your smile can be the source of my joy"

(i should) (maybe)

(i should):
write more
tell you more stories
be more organized
ask more more more and more
stop imagining
do you more favor (you always do me much)
not leave you for a sleep without telling
spend extra time together with you guys
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(maybe):
maybe this is just a dream i don't want to wake up from,
the first time i feel a real life is more than just awesome than a dream,
the one is coming

this one is real