Cliche

Life is not fairy tale

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It is way prettier than just a tale

A Sweet One

"If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same"

Lagu yang bikin semua wanita klepek-klepek

and yeah me so likeeeey (Y)

Ironic

"I found the paradox. that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." -Mother Theresa

yeah. will do.

A Huge Smile For You

"i like to smile, that's my favourite. you make me smile, that makes you my favourite too"

"sometimes your joy is the source of your smile. but sometimes your smile can be the source of my joy"

Sing and Play

Gonna write a song so she can see Give her all the love she gives to me Talk of better days that have yet to come Never felt this love from anyone

Stop Crying, They Always Be There For You

FREE HUGS: Hug Strangers


OASIS - Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

I said I won't post anything before 2 weeks. Sorry but I have to post this. I miss everything, I can't stop crying, these days, even weeks, are so awkward for me. And Oasis still stay here with me haha, wondering why they are staying when people are leaving. I need hug. I need warmth. I really do. So pelase do. Anyway me and Dania will do free hugs campaign at school. Because we know, everyone has a need of hugging. This is good.

Not In Love :p

There are times. You're so impossible that I should sign a waiver

And you will find. Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go

-The wind blows - AAR

Damn, girl, dry your eyes
You stole my heart, and then you kicked it aside
No, girl you can't see
When he's inside you know there's no room for me
-Damn girl - AAR

Even though I want you. Even though I need you
Even though my heart is screaming, Still believing we could fall in love
Even though I want you. Even though I need you
Even though we won't find better. We can't stay together
-Stay together - Mr.Big

If it sounds like I am broken, it's so not true. I'm happy with my love life. Although sometimes I get bored with it or even frustrated. The reason is school. It drives me crazy and out of control. It really takes my teen spirit and often I feel so old (I am old, but I feel any older). No more 9 pm sleep time. I truly hate it. I feel sleepy all day long, I can't enjoy my Sunday, never sleep well every Sunday night, nightmares come and go after me, I don't have time to read comic books. Well, the last thing is unimportant, but I miss my old daily-routine so badly.

Life's Good

Beberapa minggu lalu gua sempet frustrasi banget, gua ngerasa gak ada lagi artinya hidup, gua ngerasa gak ada orang yang peduli sama gua, gua ngerasa hidup itu bosenin banget, jauh lebih ngebosenin daripada pelajaran fisika bumt.
Gua mau teriak rasanya, gua perlu sharing, gua perlu ngasih tau apa yang gua rasain ke siapapun orangnya. Tapi apa gunanya? Toh gak ada yang peduli sama apapun yang gua tulis sama apapun yang gua omongin.

Ada satu temen gua, yang mungkin dia pernah ngerasain hal-hal yang sama kaya gua. Gua sering baca blognya dia, menurut gua dia pinter banget nulis, dia kreatif! Dia bisa mengungkapkan apa yang dia rasain tentang loneliness, love, and other life stuff. Dan dulu gua cuma baca, gua gak berusaha memberi support, gua cuma nikmatin apa yang dia tulis. ITU DOANG.
Baru-baru ini, gua baca blognya lagi, kagum sama tulisannya dan gua jadi mikir; Gua tau banget rasanya kesepian di mana gak ada satu orang pun yang punya rasa simpati ke elo. Gua pernah ngerasain dan gua gak mau ngerasain hal-hal kayak gitu lagi.
Gua mau berubah, gua gak cuma baca, tapi gua juga kasih support. Soalnya gua tau gimana super gak enak rasanya kalo lu melakukan sesuatu dan berharap ada orang yang memberi respon sekecil apapun, tapi ternyata gak ada respon sama sekali. Satu hal yang dibutuhin semua orang waktu lagi kacau: Semangat dari orang-orang. Itu yang bikin gua tetep ngerasa hidup.

Hey dude, life's good! If I could ask for a better life, I would ask for my current life. I love my upside-down-crazy-out-of-normal-and-moody life badly.
Life's good, everything He has done is the best for us. Go and do your best.

"Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive." -Howard Thurman
ILY ♥

Hello Fellas. Hello Feelings

Let's say HELLO to Michael Learns To Rock. Who doesn't know MLTR? Everybody knows them, rite? Old and young people do love them. If you never hear this band before, at least you know their song. You just don't know who sings that song. Okay, check this video out. Let it goes into your heart slowly and deeply. Listen to it. Sing it. Feel it. Love it.

Michael Learns To Rock - That's Why You Go Away (I think this is the most famous, everybody knows it)

I got beautiful words:

Paint my love you should paint my love

It's the picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

(This is my favourite lyrics from Paint My Love)

Take Me To Your Heart. Paint My Love. Breaking My Heart. That's Why You Go Away

Personally think Paint My love is better, but That's Why You Go is more popular. I only know four songs, sure they still have another well-known songs. They started playing as a band in 1988, ya know? Why 'learns to rock'? They DO play and sing rock fabulously anyway. And they are Danish. Do I have to say it again? Bring back the 80s and 90s, dude! Hard to find some good Indonesian bands these days. Too much rubbish. Sorry, but that's true.

About my life recently, don't know why I cry all the time. I'm not interested to find out. Perhaps it wasn't meant to be figured out. Impossible you will read this post but not too bad to say this here: You can come and go away easily in my life. You know what? I am trying to forget you so hard to death.

beautiful words from each beautiful songs

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by.
My soul slides away,
"but don't look back in anger" I heard you say
don't look back in anger - OASIS

I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
wonderwall -OASIS




Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
look what you've done - JET

Well I been thinking Tbout the future
But I'm too young to pretend
It's such a waste to always look behind you
Should be lookin' straight ahead
move on - JET




I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy
You turn it on
Then you're gone
Yeah you drive me
Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby
What can I do, honey
I feel like the color blue...
crazy - AEROSMITH




I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
to be with you - MR. BIG

Just take my heart when you go
I don't have the need for it anymore
I'll always love you, but you're too hard to hold
just take my heart - MR. BIG

Nothing but love can last forever

Nothing but love will start

To mend the place inside your heart
That needed healing
Nothing but love can last forever
Nothing but love will start
To make your head spin round and round
You know you're feeling love
nothing but love - MR. BIG

sooo, please bring back the 80s and 90s, dude!

stand by me, nobody knows

oh geez i'm addicted to ROCK. yeah rock especially OASIS, MR. BIG, and JET. wuoaaa you're all rock. hey yah rock you. berbanggalah kalian karena udah gua nobatkan jadi band favorit gua selama 1 bulan ini ajajajaja. i've been listening to your songs for umm three hours! while bikin kartulsetangrmblgrmbl. and i love them! (love the songs not the kartul)

bring back the 90s dude!
OASIS : stand by me, fade away, the shock of the lighting, whatever
MR. BIG : wild world, to be with you, nothing but love, colorado bulldog, just take my heart
JET : are you gonna be my girl, cold hard bitch, look what you've done

emang lagu lama sih. tapi gapapalah daripada dengerin band rock indo (ngakunya rock padahal bukan) yang lenjalenje terus vokalisnya kaya lagi nahan boker 3 bulan. band rock indo yang bener cuma SLANK. lagian hampir semua lagu lama itu enak-enak malah jadi legendary sampe sekarang.

and my favourite quote (i got it from the lyrics)
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be
stand by me - oasis

check this out, for now this is my favourite song :DD



Liam Gallagher (the vocalist) becomes my new idol

ROCK YOU :p