Becoming Insane

"Follow your heart, not others."

should I??

"Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."
Great, I do none of them

Would you like to cheer me up? I am immediately dying inside. I need what I need:

Sorry for a really uninteresting post. I am just feeling terrible recently, y'know sometimes people need anything more than words. They need love and hugs, so do I.

Apaan?

Udah puas ketawa, Sha?
Puas banget. Ngetawain diri sendiri pula.

Heaven On Earth

First, I'm looking for money to buy plane tickets. Where? Don't ask, where ever. I need vacation, you can't make me study hard all the time, can you? I ain't a robot.
Second, Hey let's talk about tomorrow, it's Saturday. I only had one out of five weeks for doing my ekskul, how pathetic. I'm gonna have Belanda and kecantikan lesson, finally. Weeks with no ekskul were so boring. They removed Saturday Schedule easily without thinking of HOW could teachers give us a proper test for the report. They didn't even get much time.
I'm just thinking. Sometimes I can be more organized than y'all. Maybe it is not sometimes but often.
The last ones, follow me on twitter. I am crazy about it right now and well yah you know what the reason is. And just want to say this: This is our country we have to protect, I don't like any kind of chauvinism.
Okay. Good night. Bye.

10 Random Facts

I'm so moody these days. Why is that?
1. I am happy because I am following William Moseley and Skandar Keynes on twitter now. I'm a new member and still learning, but deeply interested in it.
2. I am getting tired of school. Everything in it is sucks.
3. I don't know which side I am in. Everybody is confusing right now, they are busy with their own amusements.

4. I watched G.I. Joe and fell in love with Channing Tatum. He is the real hottie. Wondering if there's a second G.I Joe.

5. Everybody is in kepo condition and so am I. But I know everything and I don't think they need to know.
6. You people are boring, you should make them more attractive. Lazy not ready enough for school.
7. Nobody cares about me, well yah I don't hope either.
8. I'm alone, I feel lonely, I feel terrible when I'm listening to something I'm not supposed to hear. Just thinking I'd better if I don't know about it.
9. I am happy for you!
10. I still love will and ever.

About This And That

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About three things I absolutely addicted to recently. It seemed really bad at first, it was getting better, but now I feel worse. I miss junior high, I love the second picture, seriously. I don't enjoy the new daily routine. A kind of wasting-time-business. Aaaaarr I wanna go to minimarket and buy a dozen OREO. My friend told me about how to eat OREO deliciously hahah and I'm curious....... . ... . . . She said: put OREO in a bowl, then pour a little fluid milk, and crush the oreo. That's it. Oh I'm feeling hungry now, but I haven't got any OREO in my fridge.
P.S. I beg my mum to buy me a ticket for Mr. Big, they are going to be here soon!

You Are NOT Nothing

Sorry baru mulai ngeblog sekarang, yah lo pada tau lah, sekolah sudah dimulai dan akhirnya gua kembali punya kesibukan yang berguna. Capek banget, duh baru berapa hari sekolah aja gua udah ngerasa kecapean, apalagi nanti kalo ulangan sama tugas mulai merajalela, makin bengek dong gua. Dan yah sekadar info, gua sekarang menjadi anak kelas X4 haha gak sekelas sama siapa-siapa, pinter banget. Besok OH kayanya gua bakal ambil korea sama gambal.

I cried, but once I finally found out the reason. It's definetely complicated and I don't know what to do without you girls. So if you want me to stay, please don't go. Because you might be the one and only thing that makes me hold out in there. If you ask me are you okay, the answer is I am not.
Errr sebenernya gua agak curiga jangan-jangan gua beneran kena tulah. Jujur gua bingung banget. Gak ada yang positif sama sekali, gua pengen balik ke masa 2 taon lalu waktu libur kenaikan ke kelas 8. Gua mau benerin semuanya dari situ.

Man, I Am Senior Now

Hey! The holiday is almost finished in couple of days. And I'm happy of it. I don't like this holiday actually, absolutely do nothing important. My daily amusements currently: wake up in the morning, go jogging, eat, take a nap, read comic books, text some friends, do practice piano and guitar, I wait patiently for Harry Potter, G.I. Joe, and Public Enemies, watch DVD, and watch the presidential election newest updates. The last one is really amusing haha! We can see who the silliest are and they still want to be the winner. How pathetic. Please act your age, Sir and Madame! Sorry no offense, but you guys talk like little kids. Just face the facts, it's not your turn yet. Especially someone (I'm not mentioning any name).

I still cry and it can't stop, still don't know the reason. I miss going to school, I miss my superb girls, I miss gossiping and being stupid with them, I really miss someone, she is going to a different school now, maybe we'll not meet for weeks. It won't be the same without her :'''''( .....and I am missing something, probably. I am afraid of SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL. Read the bold word, feel it, which means I am getting older and older. Noooo, I want to be a teenager forever. Next year I'm going to be 17 (tua banget sih).

Picture above is my footprints when I was in Belitung. Just for your information, I finally cut my hair off! YEAH I do love this hair, will start to hate it when it's getting longer. Hehahehah.

**Please answer: Do I look like a mean girl? Or AM I a mean girl?** Sometimes I hear that on my mind.