Totally Random

What I am reading:

What I just discovered:

What I really really want to eat now:


Seebenernya, gua mau menulis dan memasukkan sesuatu yang lebih menarik, tapi apa ya gua juga gatau. Hari ini hari pertama libur. Bingung. Sekolah bingung, libur juga bingung.
AH yaudah lah gua mau bermalas malasan. Terus nerjain pr mat, terus ke mol cari baju sama kado buat 17annya Michelle nanti sore. Ini post yang sangat tidak mutu, gua tau.

Life's Good

Beberapa minggu lalu gua sempet frustrasi banget, gua ngerasa gak ada lagi artinya hidup, gua ngerasa gak ada orang yang peduli sama gua, gua ngerasa hidup itu bosenin banget, jauh lebih ngebosenin daripada pelajaran fisika bumt.
Gua mau teriak rasanya, gua perlu sharing, gua perlu ngasih tau apa yang gua rasain ke siapapun orangnya. Tapi apa gunanya? Toh gak ada yang peduli sama apapun yang gua tulis sama apapun yang gua omongin.

Ada satu temen gua, yang mungkin dia pernah ngerasain hal-hal yang sama kaya gua. Gua sering baca blognya dia, menurut gua dia pinter banget nulis, dia kreatif! Dia bisa mengungkapkan apa yang dia rasain tentang loneliness, love, and other life stuff. Dan dulu gua cuma baca, gua gak berusaha memberi support, gua cuma nikmatin apa yang dia tulis. ITU DOANG.
Baru-baru ini, gua baca blognya lagi, kagum sama tulisannya dan gua jadi mikir; Gua tau banget rasanya kesepian di mana gak ada satu orang pun yang punya rasa simpati ke elo. Gua pernah ngerasain dan gua gak mau ngerasain hal-hal kayak gitu lagi.
Gua mau berubah, gua gak cuma baca, tapi gua juga kasih support. Soalnya gua tau gimana super gak enak rasanya kalo lu melakukan sesuatu dan berharap ada orang yang memberi respon sekecil apapun, tapi ternyata gak ada respon sama sekali. Satu hal yang dibutuhin semua orang waktu lagi kacau: Semangat dari orang-orang. Itu yang bikin gua tetep ngerasa hidup.

Hey dude, life's good! If I could ask for a better life, I would ask for my current life. I love my upside-down-crazy-out-of-normal-and-moody life badly.
Life's good, everything He has done is the best for us. Go and do your best.

"Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive." -Howard Thurman
ILY ♥

Becoming Insane

"Follow your heart, not others."

should I??

"Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."
Great, I do none of them

Would you like to cheer me up? I am immediately dying inside. I need what I need:

Sorry for a really uninteresting post. I am just feeling terrible recently, y'know sometimes people need anything more than words. They need love and hugs, so do I.

Apaan?

Udah puas ketawa, Sha?
Puas banget. Ngetawain diri sendiri pula.

Heaven On Earth

First, I'm looking for money to buy plane tickets. Where? Don't ask, where ever. I need vacation, you can't make me study hard all the time, can you? I ain't a robot.
Second, Hey let's talk about tomorrow, it's Saturday. I only had one out of five weeks for doing my ekskul, how pathetic. I'm gonna have Belanda and kecantikan lesson, finally. Weeks with no ekskul were so boring. They removed Saturday Schedule easily without thinking of HOW could teachers give us a proper test for the report. They didn't even get much time.
I'm just thinking. Sometimes I can be more organized than y'all. Maybe it is not sometimes but often.
The last ones, follow me on twitter. I am crazy about it right now and well yah you know what the reason is. And just want to say this: This is our country we have to protect, I don't like any kind of chauvinism.
Okay. Good night. Bye.

10 Random Facts

I'm so moody these days. Why is that?
1. I am happy because I am following William Moseley and Skandar Keynes on twitter now. I'm a new member and still learning, but deeply interested in it.
2. I am getting tired of school. Everything in it is sucks.
3. I don't know which side I am in. Everybody is confusing right now, they are busy with their own amusements.

4. I watched G.I. Joe and fell in love with Channing Tatum. He is the real hottie. Wondering if there's a second G.I Joe.

5. Everybody is in kepo condition and so am I. But I know everything and I don't think they need to know.
6. You people are boring, you should make them more attractive. Lazy not ready enough for school.
7. Nobody cares about me, well yah I don't hope either.
8. I'm alone, I feel lonely, I feel terrible when I'm listening to something I'm not supposed to hear. Just thinking I'd better if I don't know about it.
9. I am happy for you!
10. I still love will and ever.

About This And That

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About three things I absolutely addicted to recently. It seemed really bad at first, it was getting better, but now I feel worse. I miss junior high, I love the second picture, seriously. I don't enjoy the new daily routine. A kind of wasting-time-business. Aaaaarr I wanna go to minimarket and buy a dozen OREO. My friend told me about how to eat OREO deliciously hahah and I'm curious....... . ... . . . She said: put OREO in a bowl, then pour a little fluid milk, and crush the oreo. That's it. Oh I'm feeling hungry now, but I haven't got any OREO in my fridge.
P.S. I beg my mum to buy me a ticket for Mr. Big, they are going to be here soon!