You Are NOT Nothing

Sorry baru mulai ngeblog sekarang, yah lo pada tau lah, sekolah sudah dimulai dan akhirnya gua kembali punya kesibukan yang berguna. Capek banget, duh baru berapa hari sekolah aja gua udah ngerasa kecapean, apalagi nanti kalo ulangan sama tugas mulai merajalela, makin bengek dong gua. Dan yah sekadar info, gua sekarang menjadi anak kelas X4 haha gak sekelas sama siapa-siapa, pinter banget. Besok OH kayanya gua bakal ambil korea sama gambal.

I cried, but once I finally found out the reason. It's definetely complicated and I don't know what to do without you girls. So if you want me to stay, please don't go. Because you might be the one and only thing that makes me hold out in there. If you ask me are you okay, the answer is I am not.
Errr sebenernya gua agak curiga jangan-jangan gua beneran kena tulah. Jujur gua bingung banget. Gak ada yang positif sama sekali, gua pengen balik ke masa 2 taon lalu waktu libur kenaikan ke kelas 8. Gua mau benerin semuanya dari situ.

Man, I Am Senior Now

Hey! The holiday is almost finished in couple of days. And I'm happy of it. I don't like this holiday actually, absolutely do nothing important. My daily amusements currently: wake up in the morning, go jogging, eat, take a nap, read comic books, text some friends, do practice piano and guitar, I wait patiently for Harry Potter, G.I. Joe, and Public Enemies, watch DVD, and watch the presidential election newest updates. The last one is really amusing haha! We can see who the silliest are and they still want to be the winner. How pathetic. Please act your age, Sir and Madame! Sorry no offense, but you guys talk like little kids. Just face the facts, it's not your turn yet. Especially someone (I'm not mentioning any name).

I still cry and it can't stop, still don't know the reason. I miss going to school, I miss my superb girls, I miss gossiping and being stupid with them, I really miss someone, she is going to a different school now, maybe we'll not meet for weeks. It won't be the same without her :'''''( .....and I am missing something, probably. I am afraid of SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL. Read the bold word, feel it, which means I am getting older and older. Noooo, I want to be a teenager forever. Next year I'm going to be 17 (tua banget sih).

Picture above is my footprints when I was in Belitung. Just for your information, I finally cut my hair off! YEAH I do love this hair, will start to hate it when it's getting longer. Hehahehah.

**Please answer: Do I look like a mean girl? Or AM I a mean girl?** Sometimes I hear that on my mind.

Hello Fellas. Hello Feelings

Let's say HELLO to Michael Learns To Rock. Who doesn't know MLTR? Everybody knows them, rite? Old and young people do love them. If you never hear this band before, at least you know their song. You just don't know who sings that song. Okay, check this video out. Let it goes into your heart slowly and deeply. Listen to it. Sing it. Feel it. Love it.

Michael Learns To Rock - That's Why You Go Away (I think this is the most famous, everybody knows it)

I got beautiful words:

Paint my love you should paint my love

It's the picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

(This is my favourite lyrics from Paint My Love)

Take Me To Your Heart. Paint My Love. Breaking My Heart. That's Why You Go Away

Personally think Paint My love is better, but That's Why You Go is more popular. I only know four songs, sure they still have another well-known songs. They started playing as a band in 1988, ya know? Why 'learns to rock'? They DO play and sing rock fabulously anyway. And they are Danish. Do I have to say it again? Bring back the 80s and 90s, dude! Hard to find some good Indonesian bands these days. Too much rubbish. Sorry, but that's true.

About my life recently, don't know why I cry all the time. I'm not interested to find out. Perhaps it wasn't meant to be figured out. Impossible you will read this post but not too bad to say this here: You can come and go away easily in my life. You know what? I am trying to forget you so hard to death.

Back!

Hello everyone, I just came back from my three days holiday. Okay, I went to Belitung island, Indonesia. Here are some pictures.

(click to enlarge images)

Information:

Location: Bangka-Belitung Province, Indonesia
Things to bring: sunblock, hats, flip flops, shorts, sunglasses, camera.
Well-known places: Tanjung Tinggi Beach, Langkuas Lighthouse Island, Laskar Pelangi Reef.

Superb beach. Bagus banget kan? Mestinya gue ajak aja anak fotografi biar hasil foto-fotonya jadi lebih bagus lagi. Belitung sebenernya bagus banget, jauh lebih bagus daripada Bali. Pasirnya putih, terus airnya juga masih bersih banget dan banyak batu karang bagus. Tapi karena kurang promosi jadinya Belitung gak gitu dikenal masyarakat. Padahal turis asing bakal tertarik banget sama Belitung. Bisa jadi salah satu tempat wisata terbaik di Indonesia. Sayangnya karena pengunjungnya gak terlalu banyak, fasilitasnya juga kurang memadai. Coba aja, kalo pemerintah lebih mengekspos Belitung Island di dunia internasional, beh Bali sama Bunaken mah lewat lah. Mercusuarnya ada 18 lantai, dan cuma tersedia tangga, jadi kalo mau naik sampai atas ya harus jalan kaki, just like what i did.

Finally

Kemarin hari terakhir kita sekolah
Hari terakhir kita perform bareng-bareng
Hari terakhir kita menyandang nama SMP
Kemarin kita udah berhasil meraih peringkat 1
Udah berhasil ngasih yang terbaik
Udah memetik hasil kerja keras selama beberapa bulan terakhir
Jangan pernah melupakan tiap saat yang kita lalui bersama dalam suka dan duka karena mungkin suatu saat nanti kita akan sangat merindukan saat-saat tersebut.

Hello. I ♥ you. I am gonna miss you. I apologize for everything. Thanks for Everything. Goodbye. And Good Luck :)

Mungkin Memang

Mimpi gue makin hari makin ngaco aja
Jadi susah membedakan mana yang real life mana yang cuma mimpi
Mimpinya terlalu disayangkan untuk menjadi sekadar mimpi
Kenyataan terlalu pahit buat dihadapi
Terus gue harus gimana?
Apa gue harus terus menerus percaya sama mimpi-mimpi itu?
Mimpi indah yang palsu
Atau melupakannya? Semuanya?
Meskipun mungkin itu satu-satunya hal manis yang akan tersisa dalam hidup ini?
Hmm, andai gue bisa hidup di dalamnya untuk selamanya
Menikmati hidup bebas yang tanpa beban, lari dari kenyataan dunia yang makin rusak
Lari dari serangga-serangga pengganggu
Menyelami kolam kebahagiaan
Satu hal yang gue takutkan dari mimpi: Begitu gue bangun, selesai sudah segalanya Meninggalkan gue untuk selamanya. Membiarkan gue hidup dalam kesendirian lagi
Kapan mimpi itu akan datang lagi?
Gue gak tau
Gue cuma tau; tiap kali gue tertidur hal yang paling mustahil pun akan muncul dalam pikiran yang sedang beristirahat ini
Dan hilang begitu saja saat terjaga nanti

Kapan sih jadi kenyataan? Atau gak akan terwujud sama sekali? Any idea what dreams are?

Pull Your Trigger

Untuk pertama kalinya gua memegang riffle walaupun isinya cuma peluru boongan tetep keren aja megangnya hahahah berasa main CS beneran. Kemarin gue, vina, lala, greita, lara, tara main AirSoftGun karena si Lara yang punya acara. Beeuh, seru banget men! Gue ketembak dua kali; di leher sama di tulang kering. Mantap. Sakit banget awalnya, tapi lama-lama kebiasa. Pertamanya kena beberapa kali di vest, tapi lama-lama menggila.

Tapi serem aja kalo dengerin suara pelurunya dorrdorrdoorrrrr gitu, mana tempatnya gelap dan sepi. Terus lu harus maju sampe ngedeketin musuh. Dan gue takut banget. Takut ketembak! Mantep juga tuh meskipun dari jarak jauh, bisa bikin perih-perih gatel ringan. Sampe hari ini aja masih merah-merah. Karena gue gak bisa ngeliat jelas di balik topengnya, dengan terpaksa gue harus nembakin semua yang lewat, gak tau deh temen atau musuh. Maaf ya kalo temen gue kena tembak :D Jam 5 gue dan lala udah harus pulang padahal kalo bisa sampe jam 6 deh, tapi apa daya, ada les Inggris sih.

Sebenernya awalnya gue rada gak mood, soalnya ada beberapa orang yang mestinya gak ikut tapi gak tau kenapa bisa ada di sana. Well, meskipun di antara kita tadi ada sedikit percekcokan, gue udah lupain semua kok. Lagian gak papa sih kalo main rame-rame, lebih seru. Kapan-kapan kita main ASG lagi ya teman! Ditunggu loh invitasinya. Photos upcoming.

Bola tembak IX 3 masuk final :))