Monday, January 31, 2011

I Just Love Him

Whoops, sorry i disappeared for a while. I don't know what to write on this blog, I mean, I ran out of interesting topic to talk about. But well yeah never mind, I currently watching How I Met Your Mother. Neil Patrick Harris is just awesome.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010



Life is not fairy tale


It is way prettier than just a tale

Monday, December 6, 2010

Hmm, Let's Begin Here

If yesterday's and my latest posts show that I'm so desperate of my life. It's true. I was depressed by a lot of things. Many things happened and I felt loneliness (which is just an impact of my exaggerating side, which is not completely true). I was a negative person, as my bf told me, and yeah it's true. I often think about this and that, well, they're not actually needed, they even wrecked my day.

Til something happened yesterday. I was told about a really touchy-real life story, about a person I hated ( not hate actually, I was jealous of her). And it made my heart cry, I don't know why it sounded so sad and also made me feel sorry that I have hated her for some stupid reasons. I was so shallow-minded. Frankly, she was the one who made someone I know so well changed in a good way. I'm thankful for that.

I'm almost seventeen right now and wondering why I still act like a 14 year old girl? haha. I really want to change. So here I am. A brand new day, a brand new me. I'm no longer a cold hearted and shallow kid anymore. I am different and want to stay like this forever :)

Saturday, December 4, 2010


"Sampe kapan kamu mau pertahanin sifat kaya gitu?"

and tears fell down

the only reason why i hate you saying that is because i know it's true

i feel weakness

that tough girl who smiled even when her heart was crying, she's not here anymore

Tuesday, November 23, 2010


Akhir-akhir ini saya merasa kosong

Mungkin bukan cuma akhir-akhir ini

Wednesday, November 17, 2010


I desperately need green grass land, blue sky, commulus cloud, and fresh air
Currently interested in living in a village
No more busy town
No more rush hours

Just you, me, and our shack

Temenin ke sana dong somebody pleaseeee :D