You Are NOT Nothing

Sorry baru mulai ngeblog sekarang, yah lo pada tau lah, sekolah sudah dimulai dan akhirnya gua kembali punya kesibukan yang berguna. Capek banget, duh baru berapa hari sekolah aja gua udah ngerasa kecapean, apalagi nanti kalo ulangan sama tugas mulai merajalela, makin bengek dong gua. Dan yah sekadar info, gua sekarang menjadi anak kelas X4 haha gak sekelas sama siapa-siapa, pinter banget. Besok OH kayanya gua bakal ambil korea sama gambal.

I cried, but once I finally found out the reason. It's definetely complicated and I don't know what to do without you girls. So if you want me to stay, please don't go. Because you might be the one and only thing that makes me hold out in there. If you ask me are you okay, the answer is I am not.
Errr sebenernya gua agak curiga jangan-jangan gua beneran kena tulah. Jujur gua bingung banget. Gak ada yang positif sama sekali, gua pengen balik ke masa 2 taon lalu waktu libur kenaikan ke kelas 8. Gua mau benerin semuanya dari situ.

Man, I Am Senior Now

Hey! The holiday is almost finished in couple of days. And I'm happy of it. I don't like this holiday actually, absolutely do nothing important. My daily amusements currently: wake up in the morning, go jogging, eat, take a nap, read comic books, text some friends, do practice piano and guitar, I wait patiently for Harry Potter, G.I. Joe, and Public Enemies, watch DVD, and watch the presidential election newest updates. The last one is really amusing haha! We can see who the silliest are and they still want to be the winner. How pathetic. Please act your age, Sir and Madame! Sorry no offense, but you guys talk like little kids. Just face the facts, it's not your turn yet. Especially someone (I'm not mentioning any name).

I still cry and it can't stop, still don't know the reason. I miss going to school, I miss my superb girls, I miss gossiping and being stupid with them, I really miss someone, she is going to a different school now, maybe we'll not meet for weeks. It won't be the same without her :'''''( .....and I am missing something, probably. I am afraid of SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL. Read the bold word, feel it, which means I am getting older and older. Noooo, I want to be a teenager forever. Next year I'm going to be 17 (tua banget sih).

Picture above is my footprints when I was in Belitung. Just for your information, I finally cut my hair off! YEAH I do love this hair, will start to hate it when it's getting longer. Hehahehah.

**Please answer: Do I look like a mean girl? Or AM I a mean girl?** Sometimes I hear that on my mind.

Hello Fellas. Hello Feelings

Let's say HELLO to Michael Learns To Rock. Who doesn't know MLTR? Everybody knows them, rite? Old and young people do love them. If you never hear this band before, at least you know their song. You just don't know who sings that song. Okay, check this video out. Let it goes into your heart slowly and deeply. Listen to it. Sing it. Feel it. Love it.

Michael Learns To Rock - That's Why You Go Away (I think this is the most famous, everybody knows it)

I got beautiful words:

Paint my love you should paint my love

It's the picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

(This is my favourite lyrics from Paint My Love)

Take Me To Your Heart. Paint My Love. Breaking My Heart. That's Why You Go Away

Personally think Paint My love is better, but That's Why You Go is more popular. I only know four songs, sure they still have another well-known songs. They started playing as a band in 1988, ya know? Why 'learns to rock'? They DO play and sing rock fabulously anyway. And they are Danish. Do I have to say it again? Bring back the 80s and 90s, dude! Hard to find some good Indonesian bands these days. Too much rubbish. Sorry, but that's true.

About my life recently, don't know why I cry all the time. I'm not interested to find out. Perhaps it wasn't meant to be figured out. Impossible you will read this post but not too bad to say this here: You can come and go away easily in my life. You know what? I am trying to forget you so hard to death.